Kategoriarkiv: hope
Rainy chilly May
In a weeping May you long for the heat of June. When all will be good! I gråtande maj längtar man junis värme. Då allt ska bli bra!
Publicerat i gloom, haiku, hope, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, springtime, summertime
Märkt chilly rain, cold spring, dreams, hope, longing, majväder, regn och rusk, sommarlängtan, summer dreams
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Windy sunny spring
It’s windy, it’s sunny out there,all while I slowly recover indoors.Weak, I thought I had a burn-outand hit the floor alone in the night.I could have died, but I didn’t know.And now I just sit here and look out.The April … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, create life, dreaming, faith, hard times, hope, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, spring, struggles, surviving, troubled life, vår, vårvinter, Winter heart
Märkt återhämtning, kanske sommar, recovering, springtime, summer might be
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Promising crocuses
I go out on a Monday in March and I see something green pop out of the soil in the flowerbed outside the front door. I go out on a Tuesday and I can then see, ”yes, that green is … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, create life, dreaming, healing, hope, joy, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, promises, springtime, vår, vårvinter
Märkt coping life, crocus, dreams, early spring, promises, promising crocuses, spring flowers, spring sun, vårlöften
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Now it will be Spring
In English below the Swedish verses Mosade och tillplattade ligger våra drömmar framför våra fötter, de duger inte ens att ha på vegomackan, än mindre att kompostera. Smältvatten porlar ned i gatubrunnarna och vinterns grusande drivor snubblar under våra … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i arduous times, armed loneliness, borders, changes, choices, coping skills, courage, create life, culture values, cultures, darkness, dreaming, falsehood, falsity, fate, fears, fooled, forgetting, fragility, garbage, hard times, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, images, inspiring literature, inspiring writer, life and love, life crises, life turns, living in the world, living with others, loss, lost, lost romance, lost trust, melancholy, memories, moods, morality, nobody's somebody, oblivion, obstacles, opportunities, paradigms, past, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, present time, reading life, reality, remembering, repression and borders, restrictions, roots, seasons, sowing, spring, vår, vårvinter
Märkt create life, historical ignorance, living in the world, nutid, present times, repression and borders, selfishness, Spring coming, vårens ankomst
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Rescue me!
In Africa and US people put a trust in God. In Sweden we put our faith in healthy food and state-run welfare funded by taxes. We believe people are rational and act sensibly. We all have to live captured … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i arduous times, armed loneliness, borders, choices, courage, create life, culture values, dreamers, faith, fears, happiness, hard times, hate, healing, hope, life and love, living in the world, love songs, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reading life, relationships, Swedish "culture"
Märkt believes, borders, coping life, cultures, different culture values, dream of love, healing times, human conditions, human kind, kärekssånger, konst och kärlek, love and art, love songs, repression and borders, trosuppfattningar, trust
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Out of the gloom, a New Year’s greeting for 2021
A New Year’s greeting (written on December 30th, but never sent in full). Hi there my friend! I will break my last days silence only to send you a New Year’s greeting! But sorry to say, I’m still a … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, diseases, distance, fragility, friendship, gloom, grief, hard times, healthcare meetings, hope, life crises, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, obstacles, poems by vonnely, Winter heart
Märkt alone, coping life, ensam-helg, gloom, icy holes, jul-depression, loneliness, motgångar, New Year's Eve, patient-trauma, repression, sadness, setbacks
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The piano
My mother bought a piano with many years of payments, hoping it would prevent her youngest daughter to leave her alone and unsupported. As a child cannot be hindered from growing up and start its … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, fears, fragility, hope, incapacity, left aside, life crises, loneliness, loss, obstacles, opportunities, parenting, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, poverty, remembering, roots, to die, troubled life, unhappiness
Märkt aging, alone, breaking up, broken heart, coping life, create life, dreams, dysfunctional families, family bonds, growing up, hope, loss, memories, mothers, parenting, repression, separation
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Take a chance on me
Translated into English below De hårda vindarna har lagt sig. Regnbyarna har dragit sig tillbaka. Dunkel dager, gråmulen himmel och klart kyligare. Jag står vid middagstid utanför sjukhuset och väntar på en taxi hem. Den är … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i Autumn poems, diseases, gloom, hope, inspiring music, inspiring songs, joy, living with sickness, moods, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, trust
Märkt confidence, coping life, create life, dreams, frame of mind, hope, living with illness, mood
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Not much Joe Biden will be able to do
Not much Joe Biden will be able to do. Unite what is divided may not be done. But to sow seeds of hatred will decrease and precious plants of respect for equal rights of others’ views will visibly grow. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, alienation, create life, culture values, falsity, friendship, hope, human cruelty, human rights, life turns, listen more talk less, living in the world, living with others, morality, November gloom, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, repression and borders, social movements, troubled life
Märkt bad loser, create life, dark forces, Donald Trump, dreams, giving hope, hope, Joe Biden, light, living in the world, presidential election US, repression and borders
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Moses Tegnell med sin stafettpinne leder svenska folket genom Corona-pestens ökenlandskap
Moses Tegnell with his baton leads the Swedish people through the desert landscape of the Corona plague De rör sig ur dunkla dis, de sågs aldrig komma I fängelser utan dörrar, tror vi att vi ska överleva… De dirigerar förlusterna … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, alienation, armed loneliness, betrayal, borders, copied lyrics, creativity, culture values, darkness, desirers, dreamers, faith, falsity, fragility, frihet, gloom, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, inspiring literature, inspiring music, inspiring songs, left aside, lies, living in the world, loneliness, longing, loss, lost trust, melancholy, memories, morality, opportunities, parenting, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, roots, sacred, satire, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, Swedish souls, to die, transformation, translations by vonnely, troubled life, visionaries, vulnerability, walls
Märkt "Sverigebilden", Anders Tegnell, Fadime, finding light, free interpretation, fri tolkning, J M Baule, mortality, samhällsbilden, society and the individual, Sweden Corona solutions, tidsbild, time image, translations, unga döda, Yahya Hassan, young migrants
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One hot day in April I went shopping…
It’s bloody hot today! It’s only April, but still a summer heat! Well, I expected it to be hot when I dressed to go out to shop – but like a normal spring heat! … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i become old, fragility, hope, living in the world, loneliness, poems by vonnely, Poetry, prose, reading life, Short prose, spring, Swedish "culture", vår
Märkt alone, April, day-fly story, dreams of summer, karantän, old age, quarantine, single lady, sunny day
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To whom will the spring bring joy?
(translated from Swedish) The light returns to the North in January! Ten minutes more in morning and evening makes a world of difference. You raise your gaze, take a deep breath, sees a snowdrop! Frost in the ground and snowflakes … Fortsätt läsa
Silence, solitude
Silence, solitude Now two days without talking to you: it is a lifetime of despair for my heart! Same as once you told me, walked on a shore fearing you and I would never become ”us”. When one cry, the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreamers, fears, hope, life and love, loneliness, longing, melancholy, missing, online romance, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, romance, secret love, vulnerability, walls
Märkt borders, dream of love, fears, lonely heart, lonely walks, long-distance relationship, love poem, missing, romance, sadness, silence, solitude
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How many times we split up
How many times we split up! He never learns. Watch up, sweep up, I said to him. Remember we must tiptoe walk now: maybe the last time that we try to get a future … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreaming, hope, loss, love story, obstacles, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, romance, sadness, with or without you
Märkt ambivalent love, dream of love, love and life, love trouble, missing, passion, relationships, repression, romance, sadness
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Fireweed joy (Glädjefält)
Ur den brända marken växer en ros närd av aska. Från vad som var härjande eld, förgängelse och kallnad död gror hon och snart många i vida fält, hon lyser som en Fågel Fenix, ren fröjd för ögat. Se, vad … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, create life, hope, loss, nature, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, transformation
Märkt ashes, bränd mark, burnt, create life, fireweed, glädjefält, joy, joys, losses, new life, omvandling, rallarosen, rosebay willowherb, transformation
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”We have to love more and hate less”
”… This is my charge to everyone! We have to be better. We have to love more and hate less. We have to listen more and talk less. We gotta know this is everybody’s responsibility, every single person here. Every … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, create life, hope, inspiring speech, listen more talk less
Märkt love more and hate less, Megan Rapinoe, speech, sports heroes
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Greta and the environmental concerns (Greta och miljön)
It annoys me this false devoted heightening of this girl in media here in Sweden and abroad. She did not start her school strike for the environment to be praised by media and or by celebrities, minor politicians or a … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, create life, hope, living in the world, nature, opportunities, paradigms, poems by vonnely, politics, reading newspapers, reality, rebellious lovers, Short prose, Sweden view
Märkt change, children, climate change, confidence, create life, destruction, earth survival, environmental movement, politics, repression
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Tired!
I heard a tune on Youtube and wasted my morning with reading some Swedish song lyrics, the younger generation. It is that tiny but constant hope to find something that is genuine and heartfelt. But no? I said to … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, authenticity, desirers, dreamers, hope, love story, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading, relationships, romance, with or without you, writing
Märkt bad bedside skills, bad talks, breaking up, courting, love and life, love story, love trouble, Lyrics, music skills, romance, unskilled lover
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You fill my dreams with desires!
Du är inte ett dugg trevlig, men alldeles för svår! Men ändå får du blodet att rinna ned till mina lår, och för att säga sanningen, också vad där emellan. Uttröttad snubblar jag och faller på mina egna tår, … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreaming, hope, love poem, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, romance, secret love, sexuality
Märkt courting, desires, dream of love, love poem, lust, min dikt på svenska och engelska, passion, rebellious lovers, romance, secret love
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A romantic dream in color
I heard it said in the old days it’s rare to dream in color. But I now read on the web it’s rather the opposite? I don’t know if it is true or not. My dreams usually vanish from my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i authenticity, courage, dreaming, grief, hope, loss, love story, missing, opportunities, poems by vonnely, prose poem, romance, sadness
Märkt color dreams, dream of love, färgdröm, förutsägande dröm, hope, loneliness, lonely heart, love story, missing, predictive dream, rebellious lovers, romance, sad heart, sadness, soulmate
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I will see coltsfoot flower this year too
I have been sitting at my desk today for hours waiting for the blessed words to come to me. But my words seems to have ran out through my door with him who said he … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, create life, faith, hope, life and love, loss, love story, morality, online friends, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, relationships, spring, writing
Märkt breaking up, coltsfoot, living in the world, lonely heart, loss, lost words, love lost, mars, repression and borders, romance, tussilago, writing
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Empty
I took all I had and I used it and then I felt so empty and I turned around for you. But you weren’t there as I wished you would be. But again, what are … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i desirers, hope, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt alone, emptiness, hope, missing you, wishes
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I januari återvänder ljuset (January light)
I januari återvänder ljuset till landet och hjärtan öppnar sina dunkla kamrar och vädrar ut vinterns mörkertider och jag – ja, jag tänker ju fortfarande på dig, men undrar om jag lurar mig själv med detta ihärdiga tänk och om … Fortsätt läsa
Dead Queen, City of Stockholm
Do not breathe the air in my capital, Stockholm city, be- cause it is poisoned by the stifling stench of inbreeding! Close eyes and ears to the city’s leading priestesses, all blindly anchored in their middleclass crotches while they … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, cultures, dreamers, hope, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reading life, repression and borders, sexuality, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions
Märkt living in the world, reality orientation, repression and borders, schooling, written reality
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Impossible love
When I think of him (all the time!)… there’s not so much about having distinct thoughts as about a constant inner awareness, perceiving his existence. He is a living presence in my soul. Living streaming water… But when this … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i borders, create life, dreamers, happiness, hope, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, prose poem, rebellious lovers, repression and borders
Märkt alone, borders, compassion, confidence, coping life, courting, create life, dream of love, love story, rebellious lovers, repression, romance, trust
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Chinese drama, Internet use and Swedish matters of the heart
According to Swedish newspapers reports in September were public institutions in Sweden such as Sweden’s television and the Ministry of Foreign Affairs exposed to massive attacks by Chinese internet trolls. The affected have confirmed that ”an increased activity has been … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i animal rights, borders, create life, cultures, door openers, dreamers, hope, immigrants, living in the world, obstacles, opportunities, poems by vonnely, politics, reading, reality, right wing, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions
Märkt coping life, create life, culture war, Internet obstacles, internet trolls, keeping hope, living in the world, politicians, repression and borders, trust
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Dreamy lovers
If you are awake now, I’m certain you think of me. If you sleep, I’m certain that you dream about me. If you were here, our dream would be true reality and our reality as … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreamers, hope, love poem, poems, Poetry, reality, romance
Märkt certain, confidence, dream of love, dreamy, love story, romance, trust
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Moving, still steady
I’ve lived in this house for ten years but for the last years I’ve mostly been online, it all while I tried to shake off my feelings of wearing a cooling suit of loneliness and desolation. Solitude has for long … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i borders, create life, hope, loneliness, loners, love poem, maturity, memories, nature, online friends, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, relationships, repression and borders, sadness, Swedish "culture", Swedish souls, walk of life, writing
Märkt alone, bitterness, borders, breaking up, coping life, create life, dream of love, hope, living in the world, loneliness, moving, new start, rebellious lovers, repression, repression and borders, romance, sadness
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A love story
I know it is crazy you and I can be one and we. Yet every inch of my skin talks and tells about you exception for my feral and numb feet. The … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, dreamers, heartache, hope, longing, love story, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, romance
Märkt alone, borders, confidence, impossible love, long-distance relationship, love story, min dikt på svenska och engelska, missing, rebellious lovers, relationships, repression and borders, romance
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I’m sorry
Was I stupid, or was it you who misled me on purpose? No matters! We have all our desires. And I don’t want to blame any of us, but to say ”I’m sorry it became as it became”. As these … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreaming, fooled, heartache, hope, inspiring music, loneliness, loss, love poem, love story, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, romance, summer poem, with or without you
Märkt breaking up, create life, dream of love, I'm sorry, love and life, no blame, relationships, trust
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Victims or martyrs or heroes?
Some thoughts from an outside person! Inspired by the latest school shooting in USA (Florida school shooting February 14, 2018) a Swedish newspaper has conducted a peer review among their (Swedish) readers with the question ”Do you think it is … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, cultures, dreamers, hope, living in the world, loss, memories, morality, visionaries, web papers
Märkt brave students, gun laws, USA gun laws
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February Sun
The sun is shining, the birds are singing They think it’s spring, but we know better It’ll take time for our spring to come to us.
Publicerat i borders, dreamers, hope, loneliness, love poem, nature, online romance, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, relationships
Märkt coping life, dream of love, dreams, long distance love, long-distance relationship, love and life, love expectations, love poem, rebellious lovers, romance, snow drops, spring, spring dreams, summer dreams, vårvinter
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He misses me
I’ve never been to his hometown, but it’s like I lose my connection with him if he’s just a mile from his house and city. His presence in me is gone and I … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreamers, hope, loneliness, longing, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, rebellious lovers
Märkt borders, distance lovers, dream of love, long distance love, love and life, love story, missing you, relationships, romance, trust
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Opportunities
Thoughts in January and the beginning of the new yea about ”dead ends” and ”Catch 22” – life situations that are unbearable and impossible to handle… Everyone has at some time in life faced it. In hopeless circumstances where all … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i door openers, hope, morality, obstacles, opportunities, poems by vonnely
Märkt confidence, coping life, create life, living in the world, open door, opportunities, trust
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Request for the last dance
”you should miss me” I wrote to him ”I do” I expect him to answer me ”you forgot to tell” I shall tell him then I thought he would be my last dance and with him I’ve done my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, become old, heartache, hope, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships
Märkt aging, alone, dream of love, last dance, lost love, love and life, love poem, love request, missing you, negligence, repression, thoughtless lover
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Doors in life
I You’re always told – “when one door closes, another opens”. You just have to open your eyes to see this newly opened door and don’t become stuck in your past. So it is said. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, door openers, dreamers, hope, loss, obstacles, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sadness
Märkt closed doors, coping life, create life, doors, dreams and reality, future, hopes, moving on, new doors, obstacles, open doors, past, repression and borders
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He want me to miss him
He want me to miss him, he’s such a brat. A real man would want to see me happy. Sure, I’m better off without him. Even so, if he miss me too and if this … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreamers, hope, loneliness, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness
Märkt dream of love, lonely heart, love desire, love dream, missing, sadness, wish for love
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After gloom comes sun and snowdrops
”After rain comes sun” – even if it ”never” seems to happen to me or my dreary life I never come to terms with. I walk in weeks in muddy water, but this Saturday the sky is so blue and … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i hope, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt a new day, after rain comes sun, dreams, friendship, gloom, hope, snowdrops, spring, sunny day, winter poem
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I need that solid ground, yes you
You’re still far off. The silence. From you; in my rooms. The fridge low hum. The ventilation wheezing. A sudden sense I walk around in nothing but air. I need that solid ground! Yes, you… Du är fortfarande … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i hope, love poem, poem in English and Swedish, Poetry
Märkt love poem, missing, my solid ground, need you, poetry, without you
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