Tag Archives: friendship

Our various landscapes

We have different landscapes in our souls, you and I; never see the same. Sand slipping through fingers is only something symbolic to me, I’ve never experienced such. And a desert is also something figurative to me, only a word … Continue reading

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To stay authentic within the limits of life

        He had been her friend and guardian angel for long as he had held the gate to the tomb of loneliness locked and at the same he had kept a door ajar to what could have … Continue reading

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Move forward! / En Marche! / Shosholoza (Love a little more)

          No one hates as much as the one who has been rejected, but us all gets there at times. You better let it go! You can’t force someone to join you. Learn to live and … Continue reading

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Know your enemy

           

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“At your own risk”

        And the doctor at the emergency ward said “you go home at your own risk”! But there’s nothing like “at your own risk” if you have dependents – because you don’t belong to yourself but to … Continue reading

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So it’s Monday

              So it’s Monday and you’re back in your deed. I’m still in bed, sleepy thinking how strange someone like you met someone like me. But then I leave bed to make my morning … Continue reading

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When walking alone hand in hand with a friend in mind

          When walking alone but hand in hand with a friend in my mind countryside around my home looks its best whether it’s winter or summer. But I’m always sad. My days gets easier to conquer … Continue reading

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You touched my soul

          As when you touch me with your gentle thoughts I become real, I’m a dream coming true. You created a room for you in my heart and for every created room in a heart, opens … Continue reading

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Winter has only begun

          I deleted his photos from my laptop. But it has only made me remember his face on them clearer and sharper than before. Yet my memory of him has become blurry. And what was so … Continue reading

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Now November 1st (are you sleeping?)

  November 1st, it’s night and it’s quiet, except for the sound of a cold steady rain against my windows. Almost all trees are bare out there. The climate is getting harder. It’s dark here there I am, dark there … Continue reading

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Friends again?

          Hey pal, you know I couldn’t and I wouldn’t kiss you to make up with you, but we could be friends again, if we would forgive and forget what we never should have said. And … Continue reading

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Boring buddy boy

        Boring, boring buddy boy – deal with such, it’s like sweeping the floor or set the clock! Oh, buddy boy, before you make demands on your buddy woman, your fully matured sweet old and hot and … Continue reading

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Life turns (Livsförändringar)

          Life suddenly turned at a time where no road were viewable and she stood staring into a wall of pitch black despair she realized though she was trapped in a life crisis, but she didn’t … Continue reading

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Some friends you do better without

        A friend came back to my life and I was so happy! He asked “how are you?” and I told him “I’m often sad, but you always make me glad”. But – then he asked why … Continue reading

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Lovers and friends (essay)

If I were truly loved, I would not have felt lonely when I was told. And words alone can not dispel the melancholy enchantment in my deserted solitude. Love is actions and not declarations. I have a secret pain: there … Continue reading

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Blushing rowan trees

Now comes August. The days gets shorter, the nights darker. The rowan trees on my yard blushes again. I have lived at same courtyard for 8 years now and seen the trees redden in the end of July, reminding me … Continue reading

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I’m lying to myself

So far a lovely sunny summer and I’ve walked around free and barefoot. But today I sit indoors with one foot on a stool, because yesterday I sudden slipped on some drops of spilled water on the kitchen floor and … Continue reading

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Alone

I didn’t want to be alone, only be left alone Badly beaten by bullies I retreaded from the people, learned hard way hard years edifying friends was not meant for me No one sees a lonely heart’s pain forced to … Continue reading

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Nothing special has happened

Delayed day. I haven’t dined yet and I’m really hungry. I’m just coming out from the grocery shop carrying a weighty plastic bag. And it became a bit weighty day, yes! A look at sky – heavy heaven, deeply dark … Continue reading

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A day in January

As often, I have spent time before noon reading online newspapers. It’s January now, the month when the light returns and the days gets longer. The dark season recedes! It is cold out and yet the sun shines bright through … Continue reading

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It’s a friend’s birthday today

“Messenger” informed me it’s your birthday today. It’s five months since we last talked, but I texted you three months ago to remind you of your absence – and on my phone you are listed under letter “A” just before … Continue reading

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The Crucial question

      And now it comes to this call true love not conquers it all. So then – will I go or will I stay when you ask me to look the other way? Love not covers for anything … Continue reading

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Event in June

He said “Hello how are you, can I get to know you? I’m Rachid from Morocco, I work at Renault Nissan factory and right doors is my specific job” and as rapidly as the swallows fly at a summer sky, … Continue reading

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It will be alright

I woke up one morning in May in pretty good shape, but when I came into my living room Cesar Vallejo sat there on a park bench and looked at his left shoe toe. “No one has asked for me … Continue reading

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It seems like you never knew me

It seems like you never knew me and as if you never understood me either. And you were worried about me and you wanted to change me, for my own good. And you hit a brick wall with me. You … Continue reading

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I stood before you like a trusting child

I stood before you like a trusting child, but you had only eyes for your own needs You were able to hurt me and you did – for no reason what I know, now rises a new morning and I’m … Continue reading

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Cosy friends

              She has an eye on me. She Loves Me. She’s a cat , yes…! And I’ve an eye on you – my friend in Stockholm! Smile, smile sweetie! The sun shines on you! … Continue reading

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After gloom comes sun and snowdrops

“After rain comes sun” – even if it “never” seems to happen to me or my dreary life I never come to terms with. I walk in weeks in muddy water, but this Saturday the sky is so blue and … Continue reading

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Black and white and bleeding red

 (Short story about black and white, and bleeding red)     It’s snowing heavily, whitening my whole world, while I slowly walk my old and stiff joints to the bus stop. I shuffles clumsily through the slush, while I try … Continue reading

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Betrayal is betrayal

Yes good, so we can say goodbye with no hate between us, you said and smiled. You can only dream of that, I said, of course I will hate you and judge you for this, you are just an asshole … Continue reading

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If please me is what pleases you

You told me once that all you want with me is to please me, and then I said to you: “If please me is what pleases you, I want you to please me, because I want to please you too.” … Continue reading

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We shall not talk about the world today

              We’ll not talk about the world today if the world is what media tells us – AK-47 talking, streets of blood and riots in name of whatever might be; our standpoints and talks … Continue reading

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Hard winter storm tonight

hard winter storm tonight; your frozen hands and your closed heart; your homeless eyes – you are like an orphan in the night; a man with no song, and wherever your unwept weep go, it’s not to me, no – … Continue reading

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November dusk

(Days with Tennyson, after computer crash and death.)) November this year is so soft and cosy! It’s like being wrapped up in silver grey velvet. For me the month began with I was cast away from my  daily routines. I could … Continue reading

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not talking, but just walking

        not talking, but just walking had been the only road that could had led you to me and me to you, our eyes would had seen those open fields thoughts and words only put fences around … Continue reading

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This day, whenever I come to think of you

This day, whenever I come to think of you it just ends with I start to weep. My mother used to say “no point cry over spilled milk”, but she too often said one thing – and then did another … Continue reading

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Like a potsherd

      Your kindness brought me home again. But was it love? You picked me up and throw me back, as I was nothing but a potsherd to find and leave behind. But I had a crush on you, … Continue reading

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…and she loved him so much…

(The following  story was first published 1 October 2012, it was rewritten 2013. Now I’ve rewritten it again and change the title) He left her. She didn’t die. As she had feared she would do. Time just moved on and … Continue reading

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We walk on the edge of despair

We walk on the edge of despair, unhappy as hell, and you tell me there are times, there are times! And I say – yes, I know about it… We’re simply two pity petals who fell of the set tables … Continue reading

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She once had a best friend

this is a translation of the poem posted July 17, “Hennes bästa vän” She once had a best friend and Ralph was his name and he had a wife, Lena, and three children and a cat, and he built them a … Continue reading

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Jag vill vara / I want to be

jag vill vara din bror jag vill vara din hund jag vill vara din dörrmatta jag vill vara skeden i din mun jag vill vara täcket om din kropp jag vill vara… Hursomhelst, ring mig…   I want to be … Continue reading

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Haiku: Loving friend

Beaten to ground, Heaven sent me an angel to raise me up.

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The forest lake / Skogsjön

One sunny summer day we walked past the farmer’s house and down the slope where the barn was, went left and through a little cow pasture, where some cows lay peacefully ruminating. We went through the grove behind the pasture … Continue reading

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To see Naples and not die

(Inspired by a true story and the saying “See Naples and die”) He is not that young anymore, far over 30 but looks like 22, fine-boned and with a cute face that gets men – but not women – on … Continue reading

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He said “Promise me that you shall not mention me on your blog ever”

…  a friend on line said to me while I was my working with this entry “Well, promise me that you shall not mention me on your blog ever” … and I couldn’t resist the temptation to use that striking … Continue reading

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