Kategoriarkiv: diseases
En ensam plats blir ensammare
This post is only in Swedish as it is about a newly published book which is only available in Swedish (so far) and the hullabaloo a scandlous review in a tabloid caused on many Swedish culture pages. I år … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, diseases, fragility, inspiring literature, life crises, living with chronic diseases, poems by vonnely, sexuality, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", words, writing
Märkt cancerberättelse, dödsångest, En ensam plats, ensamhet, Kristina Sandberg, Linda Skugge, rädsla, recensioner, svensk kultur, svenskt kulturklimat
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Breast cancer as a personal experience (II)
In English below ; Jag blev aldrig rädd när jag diagnostiserades med cancer. Jag fick aldrig en kris. Jag upplevde aldrig att min kropp svek mig. Det kändes aldrig som att falla genom ett stort svart hål, … Fortsätt läsa
Breast cancer as a personal experience (I)
Ingress So kindly pestering, again and again I’m asked to stay in the care plan. I’m asked to act against my will for my own good. It’s simply disgusting. I I knocked on a door … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, choices, create life, diseases, fragility, grief, illness, left aside, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, reading life, repression and borders, sadness, single-handed voyage, surviving, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breast cancer, cancer care, cancer erfarenhet, cancer treatment, coping life, experiences of health care, loss, repression, svensk sjukvård
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Entrance 34 Oncology Clinic (I’ve seen love)
I’ve seen love I’ve seen love in real life in the lobby of the Oncology Clinic at the University Hospital nearby where I live, a man in his early 80s sitting by … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, become old, body image, changes, diseases, hard times, healing, illness, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loss, lost, love dream, memories, old age, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sickness, struggles, troubled life
Märkt at hospital, åldrande, cancer, cancer treatments, coping life, diseases, leva med sjukdom, se andra, se kärlek, seen love, watch others, watching people
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Cancer and Corona (Swedish view)
You lose your hair getting your cancer treated you age ten years your bowels do not work your skin fails and your nails may fall off you wake up with nausea and … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i ageism, aging, alienation, arduous times, armed loneliness, artistry, culture values, diseases, distance, fears, hard times, healing, healthcare meetings, illness, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, morality, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, repression and borders, restrictions, struggles, Sweden view, words
Märkt borders, cancer treatment, coping life, corona rumors, healthcare treatments, leva med corona, leva med sjukdom, loneliness, loss, pandemic endurance, pandemic times, pandemisk uthållighet, repression, ryktesspridare, selfish artists, sjukvårdsbehandlingar, Sweden's corona strategy
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Pandemic winter
Pandemisk vinter Ett tigande hyreshus Och långt mellan oss Pandemic winter Silent apartment building And far between us Pulsar genom snön, håller avståndet i kön försjunken i drömmar I trudge through the snow I keep my distance in the queue … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, alienation, armed loneliness, diseases, distance, fragility, grannar, living in the world, living with others, loneliness, loners, loss, morality, neighbors, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, snow, winter, Winter heart
Märkt ömtålig människa, coping life, dependent, ensamhet, hålla avståndet, illness, isolering, keep the distance, lonely heart, pandemi, pulsa genom snö, sjukdomstider, snökaos, solitude, vintersverige
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Out of the gloom, a New Year’s greeting for 2021
A New Year’s greeting (written on December 30th, but never sent in full). Hi there my friend! I will break my last days silence only to send you a New Year’s greeting! But sorry to say, I’m still a … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, diseases, distance, fragility, friendship, gloom, grief, hard times, healthcare meetings, hope, life crises, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, obstacles, poems by vonnely, Winter heart
Märkt alone, coping life, ensam-helg, gloom, icy holes, jul-depression, loneliness, motgångar, New Year's Eve, patient-trauma, repression, sadness, setbacks
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Modest life (Gråväderstider)
Gloomy moods Gloomy tiring times and every day pass by unlived Weight off sickness Pandemic Country Welfare system kneels, robbed by profit villains ”Still I will rise” Women lying ward-tied, armed with PICC lines Like heroines they endure cures … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, darkness, diseases, gloom, hard times, healthcare meetings, longing, loss, lost, melancholy, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, restrictions, sickness, welfare
Märkt alone, bistra tider, cancer treatment, coping life, gråväderstider, modest life, nattmat, nightmeal, pandemic, repression, single life, sjukdomstid
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Take a chance on me
Translated into English below De hårda vindarna har lagt sig. Regnbyarna har dragit sig tillbaka. Dunkel dager, gråmulen himmel och klart kyligare. Jag står vid middagstid utanför sjukhuset och väntar på en taxi hem. Den är … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i Autumn poems, diseases, gloom, hope, inspiring music, inspiring songs, joy, living with sickness, moods, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, trust
Märkt confidence, coping life, create life, dreams, frame of mind, hope, living with illness, mood
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How does a horse want it?
This post is alternately in Swedish and English, but I hope the reading will work for you! Jag tänker fortfarande ibland på hästen Otto – vad hände med honom? Har han äntligen kommit till ro och fått ett hem och … Fortsätt läsa
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Märkt awareness, blinded animal owners, bröstcancer, cancer, change thinking, create life, djurhållning, enslaved horses, hästliv, hästrätt, horse life, horses, life conditions, medvetandegörande, repression, tänkande
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A soldier of love
I have a lover man in my stable: what to do with a domestic who does not want to be free? I have nothing at all to offer him as my heart and body are drier than all the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, changes, diseases, fatigue, fragility, gloom, inspiring songs, life and love, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with sickness, loneliness, lost, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness, sexuality, sickness, unhappiness
Märkt aging, baldness, borders, broken heart, cancer treatment, coping life, fed up, loneliness, longing for freedom, lost appearance, lost flavor, lost joy, lost lust, lost strength, love and life, powerless, relationships, repression, weakness
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Captured by the cancer treatment procedure
In Swedish below For half a week this post has only had the headline and nothing more has been written – and that tells it all about my current experience of being … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, diseases, gloom, left aside, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with sickness, loss, lost, melancholy, poems by vonnely, prose
Märkt avhumaniserad sjukvård, övergiven, överkörd, cancer treatment, coping life, dehumanized, loneliness, medical treatments models, repression, sickness, sjukvårdsbehandlingar, trampled on
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Bald Beauty in Autumn
What a beauty I have become, bald like trees in late autumn!! Winter come! Snow, cover me! What is precious about my life one sometimes asks in despair: one life that will … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i autumn, Autumn poem, create life, diseases, gloom, joy, living with sickness, poem in English and Swedish, poem in English to Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sickness, trust
Märkt Autumn poem, baldness, cancer treatment, confidence, convalescent, coping life, encouraged, keeping the faith, recover from cancer, sickness, sjukdomstid, trust
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Hidden in the shadows
He want to stay standing in the shadows, hoping for a glimpse of her whom he cannot forget about. He’s stubborn and want to believe that his life depends on her come to turn around and get a little … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i diseases, life and love, life crises, life turns, living with others, living with sickness, longing, lost, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sickness, unhappiness
Märkt alone, borders, breaking up, broken heart, cancer treatment, cancerbehandling, coping life, förlorad, livskriser, loss, lost self-confidence, love and life, repression, sickness, sjukdomstid
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No poems tells about cancer (En bröstcancer tiger stilla)
In English below En bröstcancer tiger stilla, men bieffekterna av alla mediciner mot den som man får gör det inte, de tiger inte stilla men gör dig illa. Gör dig så sjuk! Medan cancern fortfarande tiger, tiger mörkt! Men … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, darkness, diseases, fragility, living with chronic diseases, living with others, living with sickness, obstacles, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, reality, trust
Märkt bröstcancer, breast cancer, cancer treatment, cancerbehandling, coping life, courage, hantera livet, lonely heart, loss, mod att leva, opoetiska ord, scary words, side effects, sjukdom, skrämmande ord
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August is coming
The summer is almost gone, August comes this weekend. It’s the last summer month in the Scandinavian landscape. It will get dark earlier now and deeper with pitch black and chilly nights while the days still will be nicely … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i authenticity, autumn, Autumn poem, become old, body image, courage, create life, darkness, desirers, diseases, fragility, loss, missing, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt aging, August, autumn, compassion, confidence, coping life, create life, dancing, harvesting, manage illness, seasons
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Pee in my tea (an ordinary day in the middle of the week)
I browsed this morning through a blog written for about 3 – 4 year back in time to last year, a woman writing about getting a treatment of breast cancer. It was with long … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, cultures, diseases, gloom, human cruelty, immigrants, life turns, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with others, living with sickness, obstacles, old age, poems by vonnely, prose, reading life, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, Swedish souls, troubled life, words
Märkt bulldozer attitudes, cancer treatment, conflicts in health care, guiding nurse, health care staff, hidden racism, lost day, support that fails
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I may have cancer but at least I’m not a horse called Otto
texten omstruktured 24 juli 2020 I may have cancer but I am not born and not living in Yemen. I may have cancer and I certainly have arthritis but I’m not a horse called Otto, sold and returned, over … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, animal rights, body image, coping skills, culture values, diseases, life turns, living in the world, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with sickness, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, rebellious lovers, refugees, surviving, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, troubled life, welfare
Märkt animal treatment, cancer, injustices and discrimination, repression, sickness, society and the individual
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Midsummer Dreams in the freezer
Lonely men All these lonely men, where do they all come from? And to what will they go with all their dreams, kept strictly secret in their hearts, and at their backs and behind harsh smiles? … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, beliefs, diseases, dreamers, fragility, left aside, loneliness, loners, longing, lost, melancholy, poem in English and Swedish, poem in English to Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, summer poem, summertime, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish souls, unhappiness, vulnerability, walk of life
Märkt aging, alone, coping life, dream of love, loneliness, lonely heart, longing, Midsummer Dreams, nature walks, overbalance, repression, sadness, trekkng
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Neither for nor against (The Swedish approach)
In English below I Jag är inte med dig, jag är inte mot dig jag är mittemellan dig och alla, intryckt nedtryckt under din höjda arm, näsan begravd i din armhåla, du stinker: byt deodorant! Eller: håll avståndet. II Sluta … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, armed loneliness, become old, betrayal, culture values, diseases, distance, falsehood, fears, fooled, fragility, human cruelty, left aside, lies, living in the world, living with others, lost, morality, old age, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reality, satire, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, to die, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt abandoned, age discrimination, age-apartheid, ageism, aging, coping life, corona in Sweden, corona-ättestupan, covid-19, den svenska modellen, gamlas liv, levnadsvillkor äldre, repression, the Swedish approach
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Lady Corona: heaven can wait, we old don’t want to die!
”I wanted to live,” said a 92 years old Louise in a report on Swedish TV news and in an interview in the Swedish tabloid Expressen. She has survived both covid-19 and intensive care and has now been discharged from … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, become old, changes, create life, creativity, culture values, diseases, dreamers, living with sickness, loneliness, old age, poems by vonnely, politics, reading, reading life, reading newspapers, reality, separated, short story, spring, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, Swedish souls
Märkt borders, common sense politics, community, coping life, covid-19, generation conflicts, generationskonflikter, Lady Corona, life-sustaining care, living in the world, loneliness, otrygg sjukvård, relationships, repression, segregation, studentfirande, Swedish restrictions, trygg vård
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Medelklassens hastiga uppvaknande (What is ”normal” and to whom?)
Read this post in English here below Jag läser om morgonen en krönika i en morgontidning om att vi aldrig ”efter detta” (pandemin!) kan gå tillbaka till det ”normala”. Det vill säga förgifta jorden. Äga förmågan att uppleva vad som … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, culture values, cultures, diseases, fears, fragility, happiness, human rights, immigrants, living in the world, living with sickness, morality, nature, poems by vonnely, prose, reading newspapers, reality, sentimentality, Short prose, spring, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, troubled life, unhappiness, welfare
Märkt covid-19, kultursidor, medeklassögon, middle-class-eyes, normal life, normalt liv, virus, vitsippor, wood anemones
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