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Zelda’s bad dreams (that came true)

I’ve got dreams, dreams to remember Many, many dreams Hard dreams and bad dreams to remember I dreamed one day I won’t to be with you that you were so far away an air plane could not reach you I … Continue reading

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Sadness is a seven letters word

      Sadness is a seven letters word. Seven black drops dirt your skin and you rub and rub to clean it off you, but you can still see there are remains of the stains. Some people are just … Continue reading

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A love story in summary

First you got me miss you Then you got me love you You indeed got me to sing Ending, you got me crying    

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Chocolate and roses

          If you give me chocolate I’ll give you a kiss, tasted If you give me roses, red I’ll give you my true heart unlimited, if you love me as before – oh, you don’t!   … Continue reading

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Online friends, good and bad ones

I have been a member on a pen pal site to and fro since 2011. I have met a few friends for life there, as Anne from England – a very nice lady now 76 years old. We been friends … Continue reading

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I will never love more but you

          I got a call yesterday from an “ex” bf. I remember him as a nice man. He has still a very nice voice. Alluring. But he’s not to trust. Still it was sad to say … Continue reading

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Long distance heating

This apartment I have, it’s too hot all through the summer. In the fall when the first cold hits outdoors, the temperature drops to normal indoors. Yet it never pleases me, but make me feel uneasy and frozen in the … Continue reading

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I never told you goodbye

  To cut you off was easy and actually an act of self-defense, I don’t expect you to understand. But now I discover I’ve cut off a part of myself. And sometimes during my days it hurts in my absent … Continue reading

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I lost him a Thursday in October

I lost him a Thursday in October. It was a chilly but sunny day and I had just went to bed for a nap. It was at 17.39 to be precise and 3600 km away he looked up and met … Continue reading

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We live here apart

We live here apart and caught in the prejudices of our societies and minds like flies in a spider web. But I know that in another planetary system in a parallel reality we live happily and sleep together every night, … Continue reading

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Nostalgia (2) (Love hurts)

And this is what we accomplished: hurted hearts! As you hurt me and I hurt you, yet no harm meant: gore! “You’re the victim of your crime”!       Francis Cabrel – Si tu la croises un jour – … Continue reading

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Making an apple pie with a secret jewel in mind

  After a wakeful night, the dawn longed and feared and I slept all morning, this the first and bright September day. One of the coming days, I’ll peel an apple and cut it to cubes and powder it with … Continue reading

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The Rowan Berries (a sour-sweet love story)

In the month of August, when the berries on rowan trees ripen bright reddish, love tends to run off my life, likewise this year. The days are still sunny and warm, but it darkens earlier in the evening and nights … Continue reading

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On May 31 1941 it was too late for Margot

Karin Boye Oct 26, 1900 – April 24 1941 Margot Edman born Hanel, April 12, 1912 – May 30, 1941             The day after it’s too late to regret neglect, to regret ostracism. Margot Hanel’s … Continue reading

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Hon gillade aldrig min förortstvåa

(A song about lost love) (Francis Cabrel “Si tu la croises un jour”) (to Swedish by me) Hon gilla’ aldri’ min förortstvåa men du som färdas, om du träffar henne kom tillbaka och berätta, berätta Berätta om hennes hår ännu … Continue reading

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Too easy

it was too easy for you then to let me go because I made you angry and hurt but yet you couldn’t free yourself from have me on your mind all time and all the love you held back got … Continue reading

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No, I don’t wish you “the best”!

        No, I don’t wish you “the best” when I now let you go. I don’t wish you luck. If you can’t stay with me to love me as you should do, you can as well spend … Continue reading

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Lost heart

I knew right, but I made it wrong. You knew wrong but made what was right, now you’re gone. You said “love” and you said “forever” but it was just words you spread around like lost leaves in a wind. … Continue reading

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Are you really gone?

          I could write epistles for hours and days about how much I miss you. (And I do.) (I work hard to find the right words for this specific condition: to miss someone – but it’s … Continue reading

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Ball and chain

            Do I believe he ever loved me? Well, I believe he thought he did! I think he still does, because you can’t turn off love like you turn off a water tap. But I … Continue reading

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On the road again

Too often I feel I’m on a road going nowhere, and that I’m always judged never good enough to be loved, tears flowing down my body richly as rain in the gutters on neat house walls cute decorated with plants. … Continue reading

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Blue doors’ reveries

        Blue doors’ reveries, timeless but passed. That blue door to him, such as he closed. He took his frozen mind and with his hurt burning feelings he welded a key. Chilled, he took it and with … Continue reading

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The day begins as gloomy as I am

      The day begins as gloomy as I am – instant pain in my heart the same. “Good morning” I greet my grief and make myself a plate with yogurt and oats to soak. I take my dose … Continue reading

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Another sunny day in January

The sun shines mercilessly strong this one of the last days of January, the grass out there is fooled to grow in a hurry and so will coltsfoot do. I have a day off, no grief screams in me. My … Continue reading

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I would miss your kiss if I ever tasted it

        I would miss your kiss if I ever tasted it. I would miss your warm body if you ever been near me. But I have never kissed you and I’ve never ever hold you close. So … Continue reading

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Sudden curve ahead

Sudden curve ahead. The road takes a sharp turn here and I need to slow down speed, get the brakes working well for me, not too hard and not to little, steer with care and not to panic. At first … Continue reading

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Polar Times

        There are times you stand as a polar bear between two ice floes – one foot in the air and trying to get over save not wet your feet, when in fact your world is melting … Continue reading

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Philophobia

          Oh, I remember well the ending of my last one – it was not so much him leaving that broke my heart as him lying about it, trying to handle me like a sack of … Continue reading

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Anyone but you

        Någon annan än du! Det kunde ha varit någon annan än du! Men nu var det du – ja, det var du och jag hamnade på akuten med ett pinat hjärta! Ja, mitt hjärta värkte och … Continue reading

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“At your own risk”

        And the doctor at the emergency ward said “you go home at your own risk”! But there’s nothing like “at your own risk” if you have dependents – because you don’t belong to yourself but to … Continue reading

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When walking alone hand in hand with a friend in mind

          When walking alone but hand in hand with a friend in my mind countryside around my home looks its best whether it’s winter or summer. But I’m always sad. My days gets easier to conquer … Continue reading

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Haiku poems in November

  She talks to him in her mind: “I miss you now – surely! But it’s good it ended  before it began. Might be my big luck you spared me from you!”     November now mourn what once glowed in September. Santa … Continue reading

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We walk into darkness wherever we go

Summer is all gone and autumn leaves with me and I’ll be missing someone when winter comes. It’s like I walk into darkness wherever I go and Love loses me in some foggy drifting snow. Once I dreamt of a … Continue reading

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I miss the love that was not

      I miss not you, but I miss the love that was not I miss not you, but the one you said you were I miss not you, but the love I richly deserves If only one single … Continue reading

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Wounded people in Wasteland

Longing for love and tenderness, crying when touched, skin burned the citizens living in Wasteland Singing songs for the lonely ones silent choirs, deserts despair Oh, citizens living in Wasteland Spiky yet juicy, hard blooming when in love, just like … Continue reading

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Summer and sunshine gone

He has his home and place between her thighs, but where is he now? Where is he? Autumn comes far too early this year and a carpet of yellow leaves hide and bury her green dreams. She stands alone at … Continue reading

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You became a dream, my song never sung

I saw your picture in a paper last week, since then images from times gone flickers through my mind and I wonder where you went and what went on with you, and I could never forget your sunny blue eyes … Continue reading

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The private life of Jesse Stone, in the night

I want to hear the first silence when you answer my phone call and understands it’s me – again. I want to hear you say my name and the emptiness coming next when the click tells me you have end … Continue reading

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I see your light is on

I see your light is on and I miss you now I stand in shadows invisible in dark watching you missing you   It’s hard for him now. But I sense my tense stress melts away and in my mirror … Continue reading

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Betrayal is betrayal

Yes good, so we can say goodbye with no hate between us, you said and smiled. You can only dream of that, I said, of course I will hate you and judge you for this, you are just an asshole … Continue reading

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Days with Tennyson

  The last ten days or more, I’ve been living with Tennyson and his poem “Break, break break”, and tried to translate it into Swedish. Maybe I’ve done it now …             Alfred Tennyson Break, … Continue reading

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Three times three roses for Calypso

(After the introduction below, comes a very beautiful love poem by a well-known Swedish poet. Just scroll down ….) It’s this online site I use to visit to meet different kind of people… A portly and bearded middle aged American … Continue reading

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It’s me, it’s nobody

Nobody loves nobody. It’s a nobody song for nobody. It’s a love song for those loved by nobody. It’s a song for me, nobody you really cared about in your deceitful heart, only a nobody you pick up when you … Continue reading

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