Kategoriarkiv: surviving
I take a walk every day
Translated from Swedish, the Swedish text below. I take a short walk every day to regain my strength in body and head. It is as it use to be, everyone has someone but I have no one at all … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, dreamers, fragility, healing, living with others, loners, love dream, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, present time, reality, society, summer poem, summertime, surviving, Sweden view
Märkt alone, återhämtningstid, coping life, daily walks, dream of love, dreams, historic area, historisk mark, läkning, living in the world, loneliness, lonely walks, nature, nature walks, recovering time, sadness, small-town idyll, småstadsidyll, society and the individual, society issues, surroundings, svensk sommar, Swedish summer
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Breast cancer as a personal experience (I)
Ingress So kindly pestering, again and again I’m asked to stay in the care plan. I’m asked to act against my will for my own good. It’s simply disgusting. I I knocked on a door … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, choices, create life, diseases, fragility, grief, illness, left aside, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, reading life, repression and borders, sadness, single-handed voyage, surviving, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breast cancer, cancer care, cancer erfarenhet, cancer treatment, coping life, experiences of health care, loss, repression, svensk sjukvård
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Windy sunny spring
It’s windy, it’s sunny out there,all while I slowly recover indoors.Weak, I thought I had a burn-outand hit the floor alone in the night.I could have died, but I didn’t know.And now I just sit here and look out.The April … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, create life, dreaming, faith, hard times, hope, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, spring, struggles, surviving, troubled life, vår, vårvinter, Winter heart
Märkt återhämtning, kanske sommar, recovering, springtime, summer might be
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Wounded, we will walk scarred from this time
And snow finally came over here with the new year. Cars in dangerous driving in storms and snowdrifts. The weather bureau stated repeated warnings. And southward at my locality, slippery icy walkways and most like me stay … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, distance, fatigue, fears, fragility, hard times, healing, healthcare meetings, life crises, living in the world, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, longing, loss, lost, missing, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, present time, separated, struggles, surviving, time sense, troubled life, winter
Märkt aging, alone, borders, coping life, dreams, hantera livet, livskriser, loneliness, missing others, pandemic times, repression, restrictions, sadness, sakna andra
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”Enough is enough”
Mostly I met people at treatment days, I was cared for. After the surgery there were a change. Last the nurse showed me to an empty narrow room with 3 black chairs, like in a minor hairdresser salon. I … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, fatigue, gloom, hard times, illness, life crises, life turns, living with sickness, loneliness, lost, lost trust, obstacles, poems by vonnely, sickness, surviving, troubled life, unhappiness, vonnely prose, vulnerability
Märkt abandoned, alone, biverkningar, breast cancer, cancer treatments, cancerbehandling, coping life, loneliness, recover from cancer, repression, sadness, side effects
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I may have cancer but at least I’m not a horse called Otto
texten omstruktured 24 juli 2020 I may have cancer but I am not born and not living in Yemen. I may have cancer and I certainly have arthritis but I’m not a horse called Otto, sold and returned, over … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, animal rights, body image, coping skills, culture values, diseases, life turns, living in the world, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with sickness, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, rebellious lovers, refugees, surviving, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, troubled life, welfare
Märkt animal treatment, cancer, injustices and discrimination, repression, sickness, society and the individual
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As the world appears (barber wire haiku)
As the world appears Why bother picking flowers? And why fall in love? Barbed wire Flower The power of tyranny Hong Kong Orchid Tree Trump and Xi Jinping like monsters in ancient myths kills our single lives What to dream … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, armed loneliness, create life, dreamers, fragility, frihet, grief, living in the world, lost trust, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, summer poem, summertime, surviving, troubled life
Märkt övervåld, borders, coping life, create life, dream of love, dreams, injustice, missing, oppression, orättvis värld, rebellious lovers, repression, samhällsbilder, tyranny, unhappiness
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Her best friend (republished)
From July 2014, the original in Swedish on 17 July, the translation now rewritten. She once had a best friend and Ralph was his name and he had a wife, Lena, and three children and one cat and he built … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, aging, copied lyrics, create life, falsehood, falsity, friendship, heartbreaker, hjärtekrossare, loneliness, loss, lost trust, memories, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sadness, surviving, vulnerability
Märkt överlevare, best friends, betrayal, broken heart, falska vänner, loneliness, lost trust, sad past, sexmissbruk, sexual assault
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The day after the storm
It’s the morning after the storm, I make my tea and give the cat tuna. I start my laptop and leave for the web, having tea and cheese sandwiches. I note with relief I don’t miss him as I feared … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, create life, faith, life and love, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, surviving
Märkt after storm, breaking up, coping life, efter stormen, morgon, morning light
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Changes (living in a ”free” world)
There will be some changes on this blog until I paid the fee getting me free from ads. (Meaning some of my entries destroyed by inserted ads are now set ”private” not visible for a while.) If only the ads … Fortsätt läsa
Good morning world and hello my lousy life!
I say “Good morning world and hello my lousy life!” Waking up in morning is not my favorite moment. Firstly, I am still me. But ”me” first thing in the morning is really not me but my invisibilized lower-class life. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, become old, create life, dreamers, fears, fooled, free, heartbreaker, inspiring movies, life and love, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, loneliness, longing, loss, lost, love story, maturity, morality, nature, obstacles, old age, opportunities, poems by vonnely, reading life, relationships, sexuality, surviving, welfare, with or without you
Märkt aging, alone, belonging, breaking up, confidence, connections, coping life, create life, disappointments, dream of love, independcy, life-challenges, loneliness, lonely heart, loss, lost love, love and life, love story, relationships, repression and borders, romance, sadness
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100 years after him
100 years after him I will be no longer! Nor the memory of what never became. 100 years and he will not be either. His dreams for sale; my words remains like lost birds, scattered in the sky. It’s over. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, create life, heartache, leaving, life and love, loss, lost, love story, memories, morality, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, surviving, walk of life, words, writing
Märkt alone, borders, coping life, create life, leaving behind, lonely heart, love and life, memories, missing, move on, remain, repression, words
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The weed in my garden of love (thistle love)
I met a guy and I loved him but he never knew my love because he only knew the love he claimed he had for me. It was all about his feelings and never about mine. He never knew how … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, courage, create life, desirers, dreamers, fragile, hate, heartache, heartbreaker, hjärtekrossare, leaving, life and love, loneliness, loss, lost, lost trust, love story, morality, poems by vonnely, prose poem, relationships, romance, sadness, Short prose, surviving, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breaking up, broken heart, courting, dream of love, egotism and love, emotional limitations, loneliness, love and life, repression, romance, sadness, thistle love
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I never knew him
I never knew him in the flesh I withdrew for safety reasons He expected too much of me He made me his guiding light Now he rests behind my eyes I have to live with this a while Shame … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, authenticity, borders, changes, courage, create life, dreamers, grief, leaving, morality, obstacles, online friends, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, surviving
Märkt breaking up, disillusions, distrust, dream of love, leaving, long distance love, online romance, rebellious lovers, repression, repression and borders, romance, separation, termination
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Where the birches rustles their summer song
When one goes, the other is seen left behind: But the former will be what comes. The other: the laughing gentleman, now ridiculous naked butt as the fairy tale emperor: but still haughty he gabbles his garbage. Far after the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, courage, create life, culture values, dreamers, faith, garbage, life and love, loners, lost trust, love story, morality, nature, past, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reading, reading newspapers, repression and borders, sexuality, summer poem, summertime, surviving, Swedish souls, writing
Märkt birches, björksus, cleaner woman, coping life, create life, dynga, falsity, hypocrites, life and poetry, livet och dikten, loss, mulch, power abuse, repression, ruttenhet, sex offenders, surviving romance, träd, träd lungor, träd tankar, trädlycka, tree blessings
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And Sam said
And Sam said ”Lady, you shot me” and he fell back and hasty he bled to death, still in his 30s. Soon 70, I walk my way slow and oldish as life and people have hurt me hard but … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, become old, changes, courage, create life, desirers, fooled, grief, life and love, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, loss, lost trust, love story, memories, missing, morality, old age, past, Poetry, secret love, sexuality, spring, surviving
Märkt aging distress, betrayal, courting, dream of love, killing Sam, last dance, loneliness, love and life, one-night-stand, passion, repression, robbed womanizer, romance, sad heart, sadness
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There’s no tomorrow for what died yesterday
There’s no love around us anymore what once has solidify will never change It’s silly to believe love is all you need when blindness becomes its only seed Love will fade just like the sun goes … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i loss, lost, lost trust, love story, morality, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, reality, sentimentality, surviving, with or without you
Märkt förljugenhet, heartburn, loss, lost love, reality check, remorse, romanticizing, sadness, soap operas, spells
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And next year with you
I said, next year with you wherever you are and whatever will be. The future is anyway off and it has with no mercy closed its gates for me (us). But we have what we have … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i dreamers, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, rebellious lovers, surviving
Märkt borders, confidence, dream of love, eternal love, love and life, timeless love, wartimes
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Life and love
It’s easy understanding love get difficulties to survive in daily life for those poor who hardly have money for the day and are forced to live in a pitiful hut there rain comes freely through an airy roof, no … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i life and love, love poem, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, surviving
Märkt alone, dream of love, life and love, loneliness, lonely heart, love and life, meaning of life, rebellious lovers, repression, sad heart
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Moving into gloomy November
Two weeks not a word from you is a very long time, two weeks at a new place is too short to feel home. I’m tired and worn out after all hassle with the move and I wonders about … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i changes, courage, create life, darkness, desirers, dreamers, grief, happiness, longing, love poem, love story, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sadness, surviving
Märkt alone, borders, breaking up, change life, coping life, create life, dream of love, loneliness, long distance love, love and life, missing you, moving, romance, trust
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