Kategoriarkiv: body image
Ashes, (Poetry crumbs 2)
I What does a heart sing about when the fire of love dreams has burned down and died? Does it sing at all? Are the days like ash just gray with no goal and direction? The ashes still warm lacks … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, body image, create life, desirers, despair, disappointments, dreamers, dreaming, fragility, loneliness, loners, loss, lost romance, love dream, love story, morality, old age, old-timers, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading newspapers, reality, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, romance, sadness, separated, sexuality, writing
Märkt aged hearts, aging, alone, ashes, aska, broken heart, coping life, dream of love, gråhet, längtan, loneliness, lonely heart, longing, loss, love and life, passion, sadness
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Chemo Curls (Breast cancer as personal experience III)
Undergo a chemotherapy treatment for breast cancer gives you a number of bad side effects causing life-limiting sufferings making you physical ill for an unbearable long time. Losing the hair on the … Fortsätt läsa
Entrance 34 Oncology Clinic (I’ve seen love)
I’ve seen love I’ve seen love in real life in the lobby of the Oncology Clinic at the University Hospital nearby where I live, a man in his early 80s sitting by … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, become old, body image, changes, diseases, hard times, healing, illness, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loss, lost, love dream, memories, old age, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sickness, struggles, troubled life
Märkt at hospital, åldrande, cancer, cancer treatments, coping life, diseases, leva med sjukdom, se andra, se kärlek, seen love, watch others, watching people
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Lost libido, lost lovers
One, I met one time but I never got to know him. One I got to know but I never met him, not even one time. (Oh, in my youth age, there were some in real: and I regret there … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, body image, create life, forgetting, fragility, grief, heartache, illness, incapacity, left aside, life and love, life turns, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, longing, loss, lost, lost romance, lost trust, love poem, love story, memories, missing, nobody's somebody, obstacles, old age, opportunities, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, remembering, sadness, secret love, sentimentality, sexuality, sickness, single-handed voyage, struggles, troubled life, unhappiness, vulnerability, walk of life
Märkt aged life, aging, alone, dream of love, grow old, living in the past, loneliness, lonely heart, lost libido, lost lovers, lost romances, love and life, love memories, old and frail
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How does a horse want it?
This post is alternately in Swedish and English, but I hope the reading will work for you! Jag tänker fortfarande ibland på hästen Otto – vad hände med honom? Har han äntligen kommit till ro och fått ett hem och … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, abuse, animal rights, body image, diseases, friendship, frihet, healthcare meetings, human cruelty, life turns, living with others, living with sickness, paradigms, poems by vonnely, politics, prose, reading newspapers, rebellious lovers, relationships, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", visionaries, vonnely prose, web papers
Märkt awareness, blinded animal owners, bröstcancer, cancer, change thinking, create life, djurhållning, enslaved horses, hästliv, hästrätt, horse life, horses, life conditions, medvetandegörande, repression, tänkande
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A soldier of love
I have a lover man in my stable: what to do with a domestic who does not want to be free? I have nothing at all to offer him as my heart and body are drier than all the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, changes, diseases, fatigue, fragility, gloom, inspiring songs, life and love, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with sickness, loneliness, lost, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness, sexuality, sickness, unhappiness
Märkt aging, baldness, borders, broken heart, cancer treatment, coping life, fed up, loneliness, longing for freedom, lost appearance, lost flavor, lost joy, lost lust, lost strength, love and life, powerless, relationships, repression, weakness
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August is coming
The summer is almost gone, August comes this weekend. It’s the last summer month in the Scandinavian landscape. It will get dark earlier now and deeper with pitch black and chilly nights while the days still will be nicely … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i authenticity, autumn, Autumn poem, become old, body image, courage, create life, darkness, desirers, diseases, fragility, loss, missing, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt aging, August, autumn, compassion, confidence, coping life, create life, dancing, harvesting, manage illness, seasons
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I may have cancer but at least I’m not a horse called Otto
texten omstruktured 24 juli 2020 I may have cancer but I am not born and not living in Yemen. I may have cancer and I certainly have arthritis but I’m not a horse called Otto, sold and returned, over … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, animal rights, body image, coping skills, culture values, diseases, life turns, living in the world, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with sickness, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, rebellious lovers, refugees, surviving, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, troubled life, welfare
Märkt animal treatment, cancer, injustices and discrimination, repression, sickness, society and the individual
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Aging female body (part I and II)
He made me hate my aging body, as mercilessly mirrored when I dress in the hall looking at these undeniably saggy boobs and right before, in the bathroom caring for what’s secretly hidden ”down there” my flaccid pussy prickly dry … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, become old, body image, changes, closeness, create life, desirers, dreamers, falsity, fears, fragility, images, life and love, loneliness, lost romance, lost trust, maturity, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, vulnerability
Märkt aging, aging distress, avsexualisering, åldrande, beauty ideal, borders, breaking up, coping life, courting, create life, desexualizing, dream of love, loneliness, love and life, mirrored, relationships, repression
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Elderly balance (single-leg stance)
When 18 people read my texts I exist. Otherwise it is not much with that, unless I not wake up in the night with cramps in one lower leg, then I surely know I’m alive. I hear on the TV … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, aging, alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, become old, body image, courage, create life, creativity, culture values, dreamers, fate, fears, fragile, grief, happiness, human cruelty, left aside, living with chronic diseases, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, maturity, melancholy, memories, morality, obstacles, old age, opportunities, past, poems by vonnely, politics, poverty, reading life, reality, repression and borders, Short prose, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, unhappiness, visionaries, vulnerability, walk of life, walls, with or without you, words, writing
Märkt aging, alone, balance, bli sedd, breaking up, create life, dreams, living in the world, loneliness, loss, on poetry writing, readers, repression, sadness, visible, yoga
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Morning tea, waking up slowly
When I wake up in the morning, my eyes are tiny reddish in my spongy puffy face, my nose is even bigger and I cough and sneeze and farts. When I hurry to the toilet not to pee in my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, images, life and love, Living with chronic pains, loneliness, love story, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, rebellious lovers, relationships, romance
Märkt courting, distance, love and life, morning fatigue, morning look, privacy, relationships, repression, romance, soap opera fantasies, space
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The pains where my soul is seated
If my soul has a place in my mortal body, then it hides behind the lower tip of the right shoulder blade. You were always on my back and pushed me with your intensity and tough … Fortsätt läsa
A love story
I know it is crazy you and I can be one and we. Yet every inch of my skin talks and tells about you exception for my feral and numb feet. The … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, dreamers, heartache, hope, longing, love story, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, romance
Märkt alone, borders, confidence, impossible love, long-distance relationship, love story, min dikt på svenska och engelska, missing, rebellious lovers, relationships, repression and borders, romance
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Philosophizes about my (lack of a) love life
I plugged in the wrong end of a cord into my laptop and the electrical system collapsed instantly. Now I sit here without computer and energy, without passion and power and without contact with anyone and I wonder if you … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, become old, body image, borders, loneliness, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, romance, sexuality, summer poem, summertime
Märkt aging, alone, body needs, dream of love, fidelity, heat wave, July, loneliness, love and life, meanwhile, mellow desires, missing you, romance, summer yearning, trust, Wiyaala
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Winter gloom
December darkness – I feel old and cold, tired and worn out. Who am I to be desired, I ask myself and you too and you really don’t want to hear that bad tune from me. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, body image, love poem, love story, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt aging distress, comforting lovers, consolation, December, depressed, romance, winter poem
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It causes me pain in my fingers to spread butter on the bread
It causes me pain in my fingers to spread butter on the bread. I have luckily bought ready-sliced cheese home, but when I stretch out my arm for a slice of cheese it hurts in my back. The relapse this … Fortsätt läsa
We travel on the same bus in different worlds
I had such dreams latest night! Just before I woke up I dreamt I was on a bus full with other people and I was in company with a person I’m not comfortable to be with. But I meet with … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, body image, create life, dreamers, living in the world, loss, maturity, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, prose poem, Short prose, walk of life
Märkt be a subject, be an object, bus ride, clients vs professionals, Copenhagen Metro Flash mob, coping life, create life, daylight people, dreaming, empathy, Grieg Morning mood, handle life with labels, labeled, labeling, living in the world, missing you, night dreams, people
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A woman must always wear shoes she can run in
As I was reading web papers today I came to listen to a slam poet reading. I’m not that fond of slam poetry. As of course – I could certainly not do it myself, as I’m not that skilled! Yet, … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, create life, inspiring literature, morality, poems by vonnely, politics, reading, repression and borders, Short prose, walk of life, writing
Märkt Charlottesville, create life, high heels, living in the world, media, memories, refugees, repression and borders, slam poetry, women's living conditions, womens' lib
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Love you as you are
I’ve gained 6 kilos and you’ve lost 2 kilo. I’m too fat and you are too skinny. I’m too old and you’re too young. I intends to improve your thinking, I said. It’s nothing wrong with that if you in … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, create life, love poem, morality, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, rebellious lovers, relationships, sexuality
Märkt ömhet och åtrå, body image, confidence, coping life, courting, create life, dream of love, ideal body, improving mind, kroppsideal, liberation, love and life, mind and body, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, romance, self image, tenderness and desire
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