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The Rowan Berries (a sour-sweet love story)

In the month of August, when the berries on rowan trees ripen bright reddish, love tends to run off my life, likewise this year. The days are still sunny and warm, but it darkens earlier in the evening and nights … Continue reading

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Frankly, my dear!

The mysterious ways the drive of desire and affection takes have tied me to you. Though given my love, it will not give you the right to act arrogant and neglecting. But if you’ll mess it up you have violated … Continue reading

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When cherries ripen

Juli dalar när som körsbären mognar                                                 In English below Grenar dignar under den tunga sötman Tillförsiktens lugna … Continue reading

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I discovered yesterday myself being happy!

  I discovered yesterday myself being happy. Therefore I woke up today worried in mind as every experienced human having a heart knows romantic love is such a tricky thing – as the lover sending you to heaven today, you … Continue reading

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Once I looked for Mr. Goodman

Once I looked for Mr. Goodman. He was a good Christian man, but he never made it and I went on alone. And then the American people elected Donald Trump as Mr. Goodman, well “fuck you”: Mayor of London, Pakistani … Continue reading

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Love you as you are

I’ve gained 6 kilos and you’ve lost 2 kilo. I’m too fat and you are too skinny. I’m too old and you’re too young. I intends to improve your thinking, I said. It’s nothing wrong with that if you in … Continue reading

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Callow mind

Know that I can feel your pain now. Know that I cannot do any for you. Know that you have a callow mind. Your words were too often ignorant and lacked empathy and insight in others emotional lives. I don’t … Continue reading

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And the lilacs bloom another year

        The first of June and summer at last. But my back aches after a bad night. Two painkillers and then the bus to the supermarket to buy cat food. To feed the cat is my merely … Continue reading

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My bearded bird

I need wings, he said, to come to you! Well, that would be a sight in the sky, I smiled, a flying bearded bird! Years have passed and things have been said, thoughts been thought, hot dreams no oxygen, yet … Continue reading

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The lover’s prayer (Älskarens bön)

My spouse in our king size bed, blessed be your manhood. You’re my heavenly cloud 9 and dragon’s teeth. Work for our daily bread and pay our bills. Stay away from other women’s temptations and guard us to be safe … Continue reading

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An election victory for love and common sense?

“All for love”, or was it an election victory  to promote common sense? Well, but who except for a Frenchman could vote and live for both love and common sense? Whoever and whatever Macron will show to be as a … Continue reading

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I see your face (tribute to love, hidden and forbidden )

Re-posted poem from October 2015. To M A and a tribute to all other lovers, fighting for their love against prejudices and violence. Trust / Minns alltid detta (18 October, 2015) You must always remember this: evil has many faces and … Continue reading

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You scares me now

I’ve went to bed happy and I’ve went to bed sad and sometimes I’ve went to bed anxious and worried of what will be of this “we” that’s you and me. And yes I admit, now and then I’ve also … Continue reading

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Togetherness

                  Each opinion having more than two adherents becomes a group, which soon enough creates a set of rules and rituals to promote the group’s survival and then a strictly worded creed … Continue reading

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Yes, but there are limits for love!

I once wrote a post called “Love has no limits”. I can’t in the minute recall the content, but I think it was about the discrimination of homosexual people in the world (outside Scandinavia). Life though teach you more the … Continue reading

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It’s never darkest before dawn

It’s never at the darkest before dawn (in summertime and now in Sweden). And “now”, it’s me on my own again! Yet, I’m happy it has come as far as until April, though the meadows still are dreary dead in … Continue reading

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Ms. Evil Eye on visit

A childhood ghost        I have my roots and past 350 km near, the ghosts around the corner. But my glee and future are as far as 3500 km away. What now – Ms. Evil Eye on visit … Continue reading

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Wasted tears

I’m still under your spell wasting my tears over you wonders what bad can ever I’ve done to get so much evil back life has surely not been good to me and never better it gets yet a little love … Continue reading

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Morning, Monday and March

        Morning, Monday and March. A thin layer of snow on ground at my yard and more is said to come. Winter has returned. It’s a bleak day and I’m bleak too, suffering a never ending flu. … Continue reading

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Walking alone

  People who wishes I should be happy or strive for to be it, annoys me over all limits. I simply can’t stand them or their demands on me to legitimate their banal worldviews. Personal happiness is such an overestimated … Continue reading

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Sunrises

there was once a time I was transported around like a bag – childhood times ending in left to loneliness new times, you flies over the world in a second, yet you never leave your room disclosing yourself to clouds … Continue reading

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The path to the ponds nearby my home and heart

Are you sure life is like a path and not like a duck swimming in the pond begging you for a bread? Are you certain living is about goals and successes and not to be like a duck swimming in … Continue reading

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Early Morning

I wake up very early in the morning and I start to read through my old texts, those I work on now to do something off. And it strikes me in my reading, some years ago I had not yet … Continue reading

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Now this January!

           Now January has hasty gone from plus seven Celsius to minus seven and heavy snow fall causes chaos; people told to stay home. I stand at my window feeling a bit stifled and reduced – … Continue reading

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Happy New Year 2017 (I’m coming to see you coming to me)

So much violence 2016, so much of reckless terror and of political incompetence, all these personal catastrophes and horror sufferings. So many people died, left us here in despair on this lacerated earth. The best with the past year is … Continue reading

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When walking alone hand in hand with a friend in mind

          When walking alone but hand in hand with a friend in my mind countryside around my home looks its best whether it’s winter or summer. But I’m always sad. My days gets easier to conquer … Continue reading

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You touched my soul

          As when you touch me with your gentle thoughts I become real, I’m a dream coming true. You created a room for you in my heart and for every created room in a heart, opens … Continue reading

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Boring buddy boy

        Boring, boring buddy boy – deal with such, it’s like sweeping the floor or set the clock! Oh, buddy boy, before you make demands on your buddy woman, your fully matured sweet old and hot and … Continue reading

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Move on is hard (Vällingvärme)

To move on with life is hard when it means to say farewell to someone or something. You see nothing in front of you, but an empty area. Future unwritten – in another context it would be a challenge! But … Continue reading

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I was chosen to be cheated

      I was chosen to be cheated at a time I was upside down and life turned around and I landed on my feet. In the darkest of my nights, a highwayman cleared road free and swept me … Continue reading

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I was chosen to be cheated

      I was chosen to be cheated at a time I was upside down and life turned around and I landed on my feet. Maybe I was lucky? Or maybe it was God using an impostor as a … Continue reading

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Life Path (The Book of Love)

      I was alone. I walked alone. And I bought a dog and I wasn’t alone anymore. I walked with my dog. And the dog grow old and the dog died and I walked alone. I was alone … Continue reading

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Thoughts on October 1, 2016 (flying like the Albatross)

As the new day begin, it ends here. No more tears for what is not there, no more fears, let nothing scares. What is, is maybe not enough, but it’s still something. The sunbeams touches me so gently and a … Continue reading

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I miss the love that was not

I like to spend some of my time watching music videos on Youtube. Some songs I listen to over and over. John Waite “Missing you” is one of them. I’m choosey when it comes to illustrations and pics. But last … Continue reading

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Oh, these women body troubles!

  Oh, this women troubles – I surely have them too – and how to free oneself for them! It follows a girl her whole life from age 5 to 85. My female body obviously don’t look as desirable as … Continue reading

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Under the rose

        Imagine… You talk in confidence with a friend and he (or she) responds to what you say by dismiss your concerns and explain to you, you are not desirable enough – at your age (or whatever…), … Continue reading

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Caring people

        The other day I got a sudden image in my head I have borne a bowl of snake venom in my hands without knowing it. Instant after a sense of liberation came over me – as … Continue reading

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Lovers and friends (essay)

If I were truly loved, I would not have felt lonely when I was told. And words alone can not dispel the melancholy enchantment in my deserted solitude. Love is actions and not declarations. I have a secret pain: there … Continue reading

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Cat walk blues

              Well, you can keep on talking about love, but much more than talk it will never be. Talking is good but not much doing, no… Once you asked for a space in my … Continue reading

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June coming, I study my spider veins

        I am told more than once later years, when I point my age as a fact to take into account, age is nothing but a figure. So tell me where did my figure go and from … Continue reading

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Nothing is forever (I’ll still listen to my heart)

Nothing is forever, nothing ever last, so I once learned and so still stands. But my heart has showed me it is strong. It has its own logic and I must obey its demands. My heart has been burned to … Continue reading

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Confidence

The sun rushed behind a cloud and evening came. The sight of my solo bed hit me with a bout of anxiety, but instantly an angel came to my rescue, sending me a comforting thought: somewhere in this world there … Continue reading

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The lilac arbours are gone, Brussels March 22, 2016

                In the 50s when I was a child, the world seemed graspable and safe. It was surely a class society, but people did not expect equality in practice back then. But yet … Continue reading

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I see your light is on

I see your light is on and I miss you now I stand in shadows invisible in dark watching you missing you   It’s hard for him now. But I sense my tense stress melts away and in my mirror … Continue reading

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A cat never gets worried

  In English below       Katten spinner i sängfötterna. Hon släcker lampan för natten, blundar och tänker på honom. Om morgonen stannar hon en stund i sängvärmen. Och hon blundar och tänker på honom. Katten i sängen spinner … Continue reading

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dessa skärvor av liv

these fragments of life in my hands all bad days and the others, all good days and the others – and the empty sky tells me nothing, I’m never sure if I do what’s right or waste my time, I … Continue reading

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We will never be complete (2 poems)

(human incompleteness on two levels in life) I We will never be complete and we will die in the middle of our incompleteness, not yet done with life. Now the wicked wants to cause us so much harm as they … Continue reading

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Trust / Minns alltid detta

(in Swedish below) You must always remember this: evil has many faces and disguises, but love has only one face and it is naked and hide nothing, you are sleeping now and trust hold you in its tender arms through … Continue reading

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The Crucial question

      And now it comes to this call true love not conquers it all. So then – will I go or will I stay when you ask me to look the other way? Love not covers for anything … Continue reading

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The carrier

It’s not about me and it’s not about you. But it’s about me, for you. And it is, for example, about a pair of sunglasses which reflects motions and enthusiasm in thousand souls, aroused by this man’s passionate skill, the … Continue reading

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