Tag Archives: missing

Callow mind

Know that I can feel your pain now. Know that I cannot do any for you. Know that you have a callow mind. Your words were too often ignorant and lacked empathy and insight in others emotional lives. I don’t … Continue reading

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In the silence bubble

I woke up late today at lunchtime and now it’ll soon be evening and I sit here moved by a French song I’ve translated to Swedish. It was released 37 years ago and I don’t understand French except for “je’taime”. … Continue reading

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A field of tulips would have bloomed

          en ensam flöjt skulle ha spelat din ton ett fält av tulpaner borde ha blommat en varm vind vänligt dansat, ett leende kunde nu ha skimrat på mina läppar av det du är, men all … Continue reading

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It’s never darkest before dawn

It’s never at the darkest before dawn (in summertime and now in Sweden). And “now”, it’s me on my own again! Yet, I’m happy it has come as far as until April, though the meadows still are dreary dead in … Continue reading

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Who needs a man when you have a cat?

Han har dragit sig tillbaka och byggt en Trumpsk mur av tystnad och han låter mig betala för den. Två dagar av total tystnad och allt av ljud som har hörts här hemma är kattens spinnande. Hon sover i min … Continue reading

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A book is written

A book is written. We’re at the end of a story we wanted to begin. I guess I’ll cry tomorrow, off and on. I guess he’ll also do. All while life goes on around us as before. The book is … Continue reading

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Too easy

it was too easy for you then to let me go because I made you angry and hurt but yet you couldn’t free yourself from have me on your mind all time and all the love you held back got … Continue reading

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Live longing

          To love and live longing for someone is like living with a slight but persistent toothache. With time you gets used to these dull pains in you and it lowers to a mumbling bumbling bumblebee … Continue reading

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I used to dream about you

          I used to dream about you, your kindness and your love. What will I dream about now? Light returns nights get shorter. My days are endless empty – what do I do when I can’t … Continue reading

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You’re gone (?)

        I can write epistles for hours and days about how much I miss you. And I do. (I work hard to find the right words for this specific condition: to miss someone – that you kind … Continue reading

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April and silence

          That stranger’s face in my bathroom mirror? It looks oddly familiar? Oh yes – oh no…! It’s me! Those furrows from nose to mouth, deep as ditches – where did they come from? And for … Continue reading

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Ball and chain

          Do I believe he ever loved me? Well, I believe he thought he did! I think he still does, because you can’t turn off love like you turn off a water tap. But I think … Continue reading

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The tears you never see

like you have showed up to vanish again all the time we known each other, gathered resentment for the pains I felt and still feel that I missed you, now my anger scares you, still you never sees the sadness … Continue reading

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Naughty nipples

even if my brain gets occupied with other matters during the day my nipples goes on and on and on chatting and chatting about you    

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Tears to my eyes

And late at night, we finally have to say good night. And sometimes when he log out, sadness comes over me and forces tears to my eyes. This is a love that’ll never dance in the daylight, but must die … Continue reading

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Cold December

            Cold snowy December. My days flows together like in a fog. I can’t differ one day from the other the times muscles and joints hurts. Every step is a pain. I listen to music … Continue reading

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Haiku poems in November

  She talks to him in her mind: “I miss you now – surely! But it’s good you ended it before we even began. I know your kind and it’s my big luck you spared me from you!”   November … Continue reading

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Winter has only begun

          I deleted his photos from my laptop. But it has only made me remember his face on them clearer and sharper than before. Yet my memory of him has become blurry. And what was so … Continue reading

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I can’t quit you, buddy!

A tribute to a friend and to blues music. I love Buddy Guy and blues music.       Oh buddy, what will I do the time you’re gone! Sure, we’re “just friends” with no obligations, acquaintances for some time … Continue reading

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given no answer to no answer

      given no answer to no answer, dropping me like a dead fish, how could he hurt me like this, dropping him like a dead fish, I’m sick and tired of old roads, new faces, new talks and … Continue reading

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Whiter than possibly can be

              I ”You better decide what you want”, he wrote me. But I had already and told him and I have nothing to add. I know well what I want, but what I want … Continue reading

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Watching September leaving (haiku poems)

(to Bill) September leaving All my love rains down the drains My eyes dry and calm       Late summer romance and he was my perfect match too good to be true       I loved him, simply … Continue reading

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I miss the love that was not

I like to spend some of my time watching music videos on Youtube. Some songs I listen to over and over. John Waite “Missing you” is one of them. I’m choosey when it comes to illustrations and pics. But last … Continue reading

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Where are you now?

A wind that kindly stroked my cheek, where are you now? Words from you so lovingly said, where are you now? A love that came late, hastily on, but where are you now? Gave life me you, only to lose … Continue reading

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Fatigue (Tröttheten)

            When fatigue is a blanket over face When hours of work suddenly is lost When you think “why am I doing this” When there’s not a single song in world that capture what you … Continue reading

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September and I miss you now

September morning smiled youthfully and promising, so sunny blue chilly, ignoring time and I missed you then. September afternoon cloudy dim, summer hasty gone. Walking I fell hard on my own feet, I missed you then. September day vanished, autumn … Continue reading

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I skuggan av en, saknad / In the shadow of one, missing

          Ett fönster står öppet mot natten, en tom säng ännu varm av barnets kropp – inga spår. De reste till solen, mor och far, två döttrar och en son. En glad dag på stranden och … Continue reading

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You became a dream, my song never sung

I saw your picture in a paper last week, since then images from times gone flickers through my mind and I wonder where you went and what went on with you, and I could never forget your sunny blue eyes … Continue reading

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The private life of Jesse Stone, in the night

I want to hear the first silence when you answer my phone call and understands it’s me – again. I want to hear you say my name and the emptiness coming next when the click tells me you have end … Continue reading

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It is Friday May 13

I wake up on Friday, May 13 and my eyes are inflamed and I can not see you here with me, but my gums have an abscess that hurts a lot and I have a crack in the corner of … Continue reading

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“How are you today?”

You text me all the time “how are you today?” and I say “fine, I’m just fine”, but fine, I’m not No matter rain or sun, summer or winter I say “fine, I’m just fine” but fine, I’m not And … Continue reading

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You call it love

I don’t know why I miss you when I miss you, as we have never met. It’s the same for you – I am an absence in you. But you have no doubts, you call your longing for me – … Continue reading

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It’s a friend’s birthday today

“Messenger” informed me it’s your birthday today. It’s five months since we last talked, but I texted you three months ago to remind you of your absence – and on my phone you are listed under letter “A” just before … Continue reading

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We got a link to love (August Moon)

Summer is for love in Scandinavia, though it has never happened to me, now summer soon will leave and I see the rowans on my yard reddens again and I’m still alone as ever before. I love August moon, so … Continue reading

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He want me to miss him

          He want me to miss him, he’s such a brat. A real man would want to see me happy. Sure, I’m better off without him. Even so, if he miss me too and if this … Continue reading

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Between sky and sea and shore (Mellan himmel och hav och strand)

          Between sky and sea and shore Between thought and word and deed you were made Your desires rises in you like waves of overwhelming lust and longing and you crave your space That giving light … Continue reading

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Days with Tennyson

  The last ten days or more, I’ve been living with Tennyson and his poem “Break, break break”, and tried to translate it into Swedish. Maybe I’ve done it now …             Alfred Tennyson Break, … Continue reading

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I’m a blade of grass

I’ve been told lately I’m valuable and wonderful. So I have friends then, and things isn’t that good with me, and I’m supposed to feel like shit, and in need of encouragement. I don’t. And I don’t need friends. But … Continue reading

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Three times three roses for Calypso

(After the introduction below, comes a very beautiful love poem by a well-known Swedish poet. Just scroll down ….) It’s this online site I use to visit to meet different kind of people… A portly and bearded middle aged American … Continue reading

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Blushing morning, Midsummer Day

Going to bed in blushing morning at 3.40 am Midsummer day. I wake up an hour just prior noon. The cat comes to bed and for once she’s not trying to pull me up, but lies down purring, fondled. I … Continue reading

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I need that solid ground

You’re still far off. The silence. From you; in my rooms. The fridge low hum. The ventilation wheezing. A sudden sense I walk around in nothing but air. I need that solid ground! Yes, you… —————- Du är fortfarande långt … Continue reading

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Not important

It was harder to believe in him than it would be to believe in God. And I don’t believe in God, except sometimes as a bridge transition, not to get stuck in despair and confusion. I don’t think he saw … Continue reading

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Awake at 5am

It makes me crazy to wake up again at five am and not be able to go back to sleep; it’s always something, it’s a dream bland still worrying, it’s late soothing tea now stress the bladder, it’s the newspaper … Continue reading

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