Kategoriarkiv: armed loneliness
The wonderful ”Swedish Summer”!
Translated from Swedish, the Swedish text below The wonderful “Swedish summer” is now here in the Mother Swea Country (the season without which we Swedes would fade away in a constant dark resting hibernate) and the lawnmowers constant thunder … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, poem in English and Swedish, poems by vonnely, prose, prose poem, reading life, reality, relationships, remembering, restrictions, struggles, summertime, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish souls
Märkt aging, alone, create life, expecting happiness, för, förvänta lycka, loneliness, love and life, relationships, sadness, summertime, Swedish summer
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Breast cancer as a personal experience (I)
Ingress So kindly pestering, again and again I’m asked to stay in the care plan. I’m asked to act against my will for my own good. It’s simply disgusting. I I knocked on a door … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, choices, create life, diseases, fragility, grief, illness, left aside, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, reading life, repression and borders, sadness, single-handed voyage, surviving, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breast cancer, cancer care, cancer erfarenhet, cancer treatment, coping life, experiences of health care, loss, repression, svensk sjukvård
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Old and battered
I’m so old and battered in my soul and body by people and events and sicknesses, never a day without pains, some days more than unbearable, I see only two ways to go to become free and find joy, … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, arduous times, armed loneliness, become old, beliefs, changes, coping skills, courage, create life, darkness, fears, hard times, illness, inspiring songs, life crises, Living with chronic pains, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, reality, sadness, sickness, words, writing
Märkt chronic pains, consolation, old and battered, sicknesses, sounds of slilence, words, writing
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Entrance 34 Oncology Clinic (I’ve seen love)
I’ve seen love I’ve seen love in real life in the lobby of the Oncology Clinic at the University Hospital nearby where I live, a man in his early 80s sitting by … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, become old, body image, changes, diseases, hard times, healing, illness, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loss, lost, love dream, memories, old age, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, sickness, struggles, troubled life
Märkt at hospital, åldrande, cancer, cancer treatments, coping life, diseases, leva med sjukdom, se andra, se kärlek, seen love, watch others, watching people
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Now it will be Spring
In English below the Swedish verses Mosade och tillplattade ligger våra drömmar framför våra fötter, de duger inte ens att ha på vegomackan, än mindre att kompostera. Smältvatten porlar ned i gatubrunnarna och vinterns grusande drivor snubblar under våra … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i arduous times, armed loneliness, borders, changes, choices, coping skills, courage, create life, culture values, cultures, darkness, dreaming, falsehood, falsity, fate, fears, fooled, forgetting, fragility, garbage, hard times, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, images, inspiring literature, inspiring writer, life and love, life crises, life turns, living in the world, living with others, loss, lost, lost romance, lost trust, melancholy, memories, moods, morality, nobody's somebody, oblivion, obstacles, opportunities, paradigms, past, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, present time, reading life, reality, remembering, repression and borders, restrictions, roots, seasons, sowing, spring, vår, vårvinter
Märkt create life, historical ignorance, living in the world, nutid, present times, repression and borders, selfishness, Spring coming, vårens ankomst
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Cancer and Corona (Swedish view)
You lose your hair getting your cancer treated you age ten years your bowels do not work your skin fails and your nails may fall off you wake up with nausea and … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i ageism, aging, alienation, arduous times, armed loneliness, artistry, culture values, diseases, distance, fears, hard times, healing, healthcare meetings, illness, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, morality, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, repression and borders, restrictions, struggles, Sweden view, words
Märkt borders, cancer treatment, coping life, corona rumors, healthcare treatments, leva med corona, leva med sjukdom, loneliness, loss, pandemic endurance, pandemic times, pandemisk uthållighet, repression, ryktesspridare, selfish artists, sjukvårdsbehandlingar, Sweden's corona strategy
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Pandemic winter
Pandemisk vinter Ett tigande hyreshus Och långt mellan oss Pandemic winter Silent apartment building And far between us Pulsar genom snön, håller avståndet i kön försjunken i drömmar I trudge through the snow I keep my distance in the queue … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, alienation, armed loneliness, diseases, distance, fragility, grannar, living in the world, living with others, loneliness, loners, loss, morality, neighbors, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, snow, winter, Winter heart
Märkt ömtålig människa, coping life, dependent, ensamhet, hålla avståndet, illness, isolering, keep the distance, lonely heart, pandemi, pulsa genom snö, sjukdomstider, snökaos, solitude, vintersverige
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Rescue me!
In Africa and US people put a trust in God. In Sweden we put our faith in healthy food and state-run welfare funded by taxes. We believe people are rational and act sensibly. We all have to live captured … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i arduous times, armed loneliness, borders, choices, courage, create life, culture values, dreamers, faith, fears, happiness, hard times, hate, healing, hope, life and love, living in the world, love songs, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reading life, relationships, Swedish "culture"
Märkt believes, borders, coping life, cultures, different culture values, dream of love, healing times, human conditions, human kind, kärekssånger, konst och kärlek, love and art, love songs, repression and borders, trosuppfattningar, trust
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Out of the gloom, a New Year’s greeting for 2021
A New Year’s greeting (written on December 30th, but never sent in full). Hi there my friend! I will break my last days silence only to send you a New Year’s greeting! But sorry to say, I’m still a … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, diseases, distance, fragility, friendship, gloom, grief, hard times, healthcare meetings, hope, life crises, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, obstacles, poems by vonnely, Winter heart
Märkt alone, coping life, ensam-helg, gloom, icy holes, jul-depression, loneliness, motgångar, New Year's Eve, patient-trauma, repression, sadness, setbacks
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Modest life (Gråväderstider)
Gloomy moods Gloomy tiring times and every day pass by unlived Weight off sickness Pandemic Country Welfare system kneels, robbed by profit villains ”Still I will rise” Women lying ward-tied, armed with PICC lines Like heroines they endure cures … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, darkness, diseases, gloom, hard times, healthcare meetings, longing, loss, lost, melancholy, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, restrictions, sickness, welfare
Märkt alone, bistra tider, cancer treatment, coping life, gråväderstider, modest life, nattmat, nightmeal, pandemic, repression, single life, sjukdomstid
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November, the second
November, the second. Hard winds are blowing outside my windows, as in a riven hostile world, seen alone on TV news. I feel bare trees freezes, at times I walk on the shiny black wet sidewalks there slippery golden … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, alienation, armed loneliness, Autumn poem, darkness, distance, life crises, life turns, loss, lost, missing, November gloom, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, repression and borders, sickness, troubled life, vulnerability, Winter heart
Märkt alone, Autumn poem, coping life, Corona times, dystra tider, höstrusk, living in the world, loneliness, November storms, relationships, repression, troubled world, world crises
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As the world appears (barber wire haiku)
As the world appears Why bother picking flowers? And why fall in love? Barbed wire Flower The power of tyranny Hong Kong Orchid Tree Trump and Xi Jinping like monsters in ancient myths kills our single lives What to dream … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, armed loneliness, create life, dreamers, fragility, frihet, grief, living in the world, lost trust, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, summer poem, summertime, surviving, troubled life
Märkt övervåld, borders, coping life, create life, dream of love, dreams, injustice, missing, oppression, orättvis värld, rebellious lovers, repression, samhällsbilder, tyranny, unhappiness
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A ”Dear John” letter, answering ”Missing you”
(pastiche) In English below Käre John! Om jag nånsin tänker på dig drar jag en lättnadens suck Jag är fortfarande här ensam och du långt härifrån Jag antar att du undrar varför jag dumpade dig, men hur länge kan ett … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, armed loneliness, create life, heartbreaker, hjärtekrossare, inspiring songs, leaving, life and love, longing, loss, lost romance, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, remembering
Märkt A Dear John Letter, alone, dream of love, loss, love story, missing you, pastiche, rebellious lovers, repression, sadness, Waite Missing you
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Neither for nor against (The Swedish approach)
In English below I Jag är inte med dig, jag är inte mot dig jag är mittemellan dig och alla, intryckt nedtryckt under din höjda arm, näsan begravd i din armhåla, du stinker: byt deodorant! Eller: håll avståndet. II Sluta … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, armed loneliness, become old, betrayal, culture values, diseases, distance, falsehood, fears, fooled, fragility, human cruelty, left aside, lies, living in the world, living with others, lost, morality, old age, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reality, satire, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, to die, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt abandoned, age discrimination, age-apartheid, ageism, aging, coping life, corona in Sweden, corona-ättestupan, covid-19, den svenska modellen, gamlas liv, levnadsvillkor äldre, repression, the Swedish approach
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Thistles
Life hasn’t been good to me so far, so why do I bother to put seed in the soil? I never felt people were there, I fought alone and all I got was meager harvests. And thistles on my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, create life, fate, living in the world, living with others, loneliness, loners, lost trust, obstacles, paradigms, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, sadness, sowing, walk of life
Märkt alone, coping life, create life, growing, living in the world, loneliness, planting, relationships, repression, sad heart, seeds, thistles, tistlar
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Moses Tegnell med sin stafettpinne leder svenska folket genom Corona-pestens ökenlandskap
Moses Tegnell with his baton leads the Swedish people through the desert landscape of the Corona plague De rör sig ur dunkla dis, de sågs aldrig komma I fängelser utan dörrar, tror vi att vi ska överleva… De dirigerar förlusterna … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, alienation, armed loneliness, betrayal, borders, copied lyrics, creativity, culture values, darkness, desirers, dreamers, faith, falsity, fragility, frihet, gloom, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, inspiring literature, inspiring music, inspiring songs, left aside, lies, living in the world, loneliness, longing, loss, lost trust, melancholy, memories, morality, opportunities, parenting, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, roots, sacred, satire, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, Swedish souls, to die, transformation, translations by vonnely, troubled life, visionaries, vulnerability, walls
Märkt "Sverigebilden", Anders Tegnell, Fadime, finding light, free interpretation, fri tolkning, J M Baule, mortality, samhällsbilden, society and the individual, Sweden Corona solutions, tidsbild, time image, translations, unga döda, Yahya Hassan, young migrants
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Elderly balance (single-leg stance)
When 18 people read my texts I exist. Otherwise it is not much with that, unless I not wake up in the night with cramps in one lower leg, then I surely know I’m alive. I hear on the TV … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, aging, alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, become old, body image, courage, create life, creativity, culture values, dreamers, fate, fears, fragile, grief, happiness, human cruelty, left aside, living with chronic diseases, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, maturity, melancholy, memories, morality, obstacles, old age, opportunities, past, poems by vonnely, politics, poverty, reading life, reality, repression and borders, Short prose, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, unhappiness, visionaries, vulnerability, walk of life, walls, with or without you, words, writing
Märkt aging, alone, balance, bli sedd, breaking up, create life, dreams, living in the world, loneliness, loss, on poetry writing, readers, repression, sadness, visible, yoga
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The desires of the beloved
I imagining having you here with me, touching your naked body unlimited. This even though I, also in the mere thought, shy away from same intimacy from you. Why is obscure, but clearly I cannot talk with you about my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, dreamers, images, life and love, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, prose poem, rebellious lovers
Märkt broken heart, courting, dream of love, love battles, mortality, repression, romance, trust
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I know Sophie
I know Sophie, she lives upstairs and sometimes when I meet her at the front door she says a shy ”hi” and hastily takes the stair home to her own. Neighbors say she has lived here for a long time … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, loneliness, loners, lost, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, vulnerability
Märkt aging, alone, become old, främlingskap, loneliness, lonely heart, loners, longing, neighbors, repression, stairwell outlook
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One-man riot
There are riots in Hong Kong, there are riots in Paris and in Barcelona. There are riots in Bagdad and the cities around in Iraq as well as in cities in Iran as Tehran and around in the country, tell … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, authenticity, borders, create life, living in the world, loneliness, lost trust, morality, opportunities, paradigms, past, politics, reading, reading life, reading newspapers, reality, relationships, repression and borders, right wing, roots, Short prose, Sweden view, Swedish conditions, visionaries, vulnerability, walk of life, walls, with or without you
Märkt alone, coping life, dream of love, living in the world, love and life, private zone, relationships, repression and borders, riots, world events
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Good morning world and hello my lousy life!
I say “Good morning world and hello my lousy life!” Waking up in morning is not my favorite moment. Firstly, I am still me. But ”me” first thing in the morning is really not me but my invisibilized lower-class life. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, become old, create life, dreamers, fears, fooled, free, heartbreaker, inspiring movies, life and love, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, loneliness, longing, loss, lost, love story, maturity, morality, nature, obstacles, old age, opportunities, poems by vonnely, reading life, relationships, sexuality, surviving, welfare, with or without you
Märkt aging, alone, belonging, breaking up, confidence, connections, coping life, create life, disappointments, dream of love, independcy, life-challenges, loneliness, lonely heart, loss, lost love, love and life, love story, relationships, repression and borders, romance, sadness
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The weed in my garden of love (thistle love)
I met a guy and I loved him but he never knew my love because he only knew the love he claimed he had for me. It was all about his feelings and never about mine. He never knew how … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, courage, create life, desirers, dreamers, fragile, hate, heartache, heartbreaker, hjärtekrossare, leaving, life and love, loneliness, loss, lost, lost trust, love story, morality, poems by vonnely, prose poem, relationships, romance, sadness, Short prose, surviving, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breaking up, broken heart, courting, dream of love, egotism and love, emotional limitations, loneliness, love and life, repression, romance, sadness, thistle love
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I never knew him
I never knew him in the flesh I withdrew for safety reasons He expected too much of me He made me his guiding light Now he rests behind my eyes I have to live with this a while Shame … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, authenticity, borders, changes, courage, create life, dreamers, grief, leaving, morality, obstacles, online friends, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, surviving
Märkt breaking up, disillusions, distrust, dream of love, leaving, long distance love, online romance, rebellious lovers, repression, repression and borders, romance, separation, termination
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Wisdom Wells
(translated from Swedish) When summer so sleeps its last rest, the fall flames as fire yet chilly. Then the young hero comes to the Nordic regions to find his Crone, she the wise … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, create life, desirers, dreaming, loneliness, longing, maturity, morality, poem in English and Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, rebellious lovers, relationships, repression and borders, seasons, secret love, sexuality, summertime
Märkt aging, alienation, åldersklyftor, borders, courting, cross-purposes, culture exchanges, dream of love, dreams, fortune hunters, framtidsdrömmar, future, generation gaps, kulturkrockar, living in the world, loneliness, rebellious lovers, relationships
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All the difference
Every evening after dark I take a 12 minutes’ walk around the block. Nor have I ever said, ”I want to be alone. I only said, I want to be left alone.” It is the Garbo truth: ”There is … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, courage, create life, fragile, left aside, loneliness, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, unhappiness, walk of life
Märkt "your choice", alone, borders, coping life, environment, freedom, inconvenient people, living in the world, loneliness, lonely heart, obekväma människor, odd, omgivning, pushy people, solitude, trapped, udda
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Heart wrapped in barbed wire
I read your letter, roses sweet with thorns thoroughly hidden in thin silk paper. I grieve your heart wrapped in barbed wire! What you have you don’t want and what you want is far away. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, create life, desirers, dreamers, friendship, heartache, living in the world, loneliness, loners, longing, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, unhappiness, vänskap, words, writing
Märkt alone, borders, broken heart, create life, dream of love, letters, loneliness, lonely heart, rebellious lovers, repression, roses, sadness
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What you deserve is not always what you get
Haven’t you forgot something, I asked. No why, he said. I said, it’s my birthday today! OMG!, he said, happy birthday to you and I love you and I wish I was there now to celebrate you! Well, I’m used … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, create life, loneliness, loners, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt alone, forgotten birthday
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Black or white, Edith Södergran
Edith Södergran (1892 – 1923) is a Finnish-Swedish writer and she was a pioneer in the Scandinavian literary modernism in the early 1900s. She never got not much fame for her poetry before her death, rather the opposite. But she … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, armed loneliness, copied lyrics, create life, inspiring literature, Poem in Swedish, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt dream of love, Edith Södergran in English and Swedish, Edith Södergran translated by me, romance
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The bitter taste of a depressed man
He said, why would I make friends when people are just fake, I’m lost in a fake world, I’m 34 and my life is over. I said I just got a headache! I woke up too … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, create life, friendship, loneliness, loners, online friends, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness
Märkt blue moods, damper, depressed friends, depression, dysterkvist, gloom, repression
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The elevator (invisibilized)
The lady in the elevator looks down on you, but what do you care! You’re going up and she’s going down, you’ve nothing to share! Mistreated all your life, people now … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, create life, darkness, fragile, loners, lost, lost trust, obstacles, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reality, repression and borders, sadness, unhappiness
Märkt alienation, alone, anxiety, broken heart, coping life, darkness, despair, disrespected, dream of love, expelled, fears, invisible, invisible tears, loneliness, lonely heart, longing, marginaliserad, misunderstood, relationships, repression, sadness, same square, seclusion, solitude, unhappiness, utanförskap, utfryst
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Is love’s ending, love in vain?
Is love’s ending, love in vain? I woke up and felt like a bus had run over me, it was you! Walking a street, no map and not sure where … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, loss, lost, lost trust, love poem, love story, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, romance, sadness
Märkt breaking up, broken heart, dream of love, ending love, forlorn, lonely heart, lost love, love and life, love confusion, love in vain, lover's despair, relationships, sad heart
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Part-time commitments (perspectives)
In an urbanized and modern society as ours, even ”love” has a ”best before” date. He always said to her ”I could do everything for you,” and he told her his love was ”forever”. But in practice his love … Fortsätt läsa
A gift to myself
Winter chill, again. Got my body pains back, again. Woke up in night, now again. And couldn’t go back to sleep. Then I thought about other waken nights missing someone, trying to keep it up and all years passing. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading life, reality, Winter heart
Märkt body pains, christmas gifts, December, gifts, self care, sleeping problems, waking nights, winter, winter cold, winter gloom
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If I’ve lost you, I’ve lost you!
You have been a fortnight offline. And if I’ve lost you, I’ve lost you. I don’t cry but I don’t smile either. It snows when I lower the blinds in the afternoon. It snows when I raise them in morning. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, heartache, life and love, loss, love poem, online friends, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, Winter heart
Märkt alone, blanks, broken heart, December heartache, December poem, dream of love, dumped, love and life, love story, missing you, repression, romance, sadness, Snowing, unbriefed, unknowing, winter darkness, winter poem
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The miracle to be loved
He’s the last one to be her first one, yet if so the other in the family rank In the complete desert in her aging and of losses sad, weakened heart, his lasting and devoted love … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, dreamers, heartache, loneliness, love poem, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, romance
Märkt alone, borders, confidence, dream of love, love miracle, love poem, loved, repression and borders, romance, sadness
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The bike accident
I had an accident with my bike on Thursday 30 August as passing through the hospital area. I was on my way downtown to the local library. Over the last decade, extensive new construction of the hospital area is carried … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, fragile, loneliness, loners, morality, Poetry, reality, Swedish conditions, walk of life
Märkt caring, fallolycka, helpfulness, hjälpsamhet, indifference, likgiltighet, members of society, missing, omtanke, samhällsmodeller, society model, street accident, svenska valet 2018, Swedish election 2018
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Single ”forever”
If you wonder if I miss you the answer is simply ”yes”. All other answers are ”no”. If you can forget me: good! If you can’t: just live with it. And the same goes for me! You said your … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, heartache, loneliness, loners, longing, loss, lost trust, love poem, love story, missing, morality, online romance, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships
Märkt breaking up, cold awakening, dream of love, forever, loneliness, loss, lost love, missing, moon dreams, repression and borders, summer divorce
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Vinegar and lemon juice (distracted day)
We have a quarrel now again and he doesn’t talk and as ever before I’m worried not knowing if it’ll last. On the radio the old time pop star Millie Small sings shrilly “What am I living … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, love poem, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, with or without you
Märkt cleaning, distractions, lemon cure, love quarrel, relationships, vinegar cure
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Mother and son united
We came to talk about times that have been, my son and I, last time he was at home and I’ve since then thought and thought about it. Thought what he told me … Fortsätt läsa
Sadness is a seven letters word
Sadness is a seven letters word. Seven black drops dirt your skin and you rub and rub to clean it off you, but you can still see there are remains of the stains. Some people are just … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, become old, create life, dreamers, heartache, loneliness, love poem, old age, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness
Märkt aging, alone, black sadness, broken heart, dream of love, dreams, lonely heart, love poem, repression, sad heart, sadness
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We travel on the same bus in different worlds
I had such dreams latest night! Just before I woke up I dreamt I was on a bus full with other people and I was in company with a person I’m not comfortable to be with. But I meet with … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, body image, create life, dreamers, living in the world, loss, maturity, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, prose poem, Short prose, walk of life
Märkt be a subject, be an object, bus ride, clients vs professionals, Copenhagen Metro Flash mob, coping life, create life, daylight people, dreaming, empathy, Grieg Morning mood, handle life with labels, labeled, labeling, living in the world, missing you, night dreams, people
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I never told you goodbye
To cut you off was easy and actually an act of self-defense, I don’t expect you to understand. But now I discover I’ve cut off a part of myself. And sometimes during my days it hurts in my absent … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, Autumn poem, darkness, dreamers, loneliness, loss, love poem, love story, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness
Märkt alone, Autumn poem, breaking up, broken heart, dream of love, dreams, heartbreak, loss, love and life, missing, repression, sadness
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I lost him a Thursday in October
I lost him a Thursday in October. It was a chilly but sunny day and I had just went to bed for a nap. It was at 17.39 to be precise and 3600 km away he looked up and met … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, Autumn poem, create life, loss, love poem, love story, morality, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, with or without you
Märkt alone, Autumn poem, broken heart, coping life, create life, lonely heart, loss, lost love, love and life, love poem, love story, memories, missing, relationships, reminiscences of a lost love, sad heart, sadness, single life
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In the essence of the night
There’s an old grief at the bottom of my soul that never heal and goes away. When the cold nights come and I have no one to hold on to, ghosts chase me and makes me feel worthless. My last … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, blues, darkness, heartache, loss, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt alone, anxiety, cold nights, coping life, hollow days, loneliness, loss, lost, lost and lonely, lost confidence, unsafe
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Cloudy
I said ”you could at least try to communicate”. He said ”how is the weather over there”. ”It’s rainy but not cold”, I said. ”It rains a lot here”, he said. ”Not a lot here”, I said. ”It’s cloudy”, … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, create life, loss, love poem, love story, obstacles, online friends, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading, relationships, repression and borders, writing
Märkt bad communications, bad vibes, dream of love, repression, sad heart, writing, writing life
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Callow mind
Know that I can feel your pain now. Know that I cannot do any for you. Know that you have a callow mind. Your words were too often ignorant and lacked empathy and insight in others emotional lives. I don’t … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, become old, create life, love story, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, with or without you
Märkt aging, as times goes by, callow, compassion, confidence, create life, dream of love, empathy skill, insensibility, life time, love poem, maturity, missing, romance, sad heart, time, tomorrow
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The Road
I guess everyone has their own tragedy to live with. It’s always trivial and personal and hardly visible to others. But it’s utterly sore if any by mistake touch it. (Must know it … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, borders, create life, Living with chronic pains, lost, love story, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships
Märkt alone, coping life, disillusions, dream of love, life paths, love and life, repression, sadness
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About relationships
He always thought it was all about him and for a sensitive ego that’s surely hard. He meant she caused them the conflicts and he responded by refuse to talk to her and go to … Fortsätt läsa
”Sister”! You made me shiver!
“Sister”, you grabbed me by the throat and you ripped the buttons of my coat and you really made me shiver and choke. And then you craved to come intimate and have me like your rabbit in a crate! You … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, create life, morality, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, writing
Märkt bad relationship, discomfort, envy, evil eye, grudge, liberation, nuisance, siblings
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Once we were young and pretty
Once we were young and pretty, but now we’re old and what then rose high and proudly is now grey and dried, low and slow and life has become a struggle with our bodies failures. Although we have lost the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, armed loneliness, create life, poems by vonnely, Poetry, walk of life
Märkt affection distress, äldreomsorg, elderly care, elderly people, empathy, hudsvält, kärlekstörst, lonely people, love, love and life, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, robot för gamla, starving skin
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