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The story of the man at the pier

The first version of this poem was published August 2015. The story is   inspired by the picture, that I liked and want to create something around. I’m a man of fire and ashes. Every day is new, I know … Continue reading

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My bearded bird

I need wings, he said, to come to you! Well, that would be a sight in the sky, I smiled, a flying bearded bird! Years have passed and things have been said, thoughts been thought, hot dreams no oxygen, yet … Continue reading

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About relationships

          He always thought it was all about him and for a sensitive ego that’s surely hard. He meant she caused them the conflicts and he responded by refuse to talk to her and go to … Continue reading

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About happiness

The thing is my dearest, some people may not have talent for happiness and maybe I’m one of them. But that doesn’t allow you to make me cry.  

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The lover’s prayer (Älskarens bön)

My spouse in our king size bed, blessed be your manhood. You’re my heavenly cloud 9 and dragon’s teeth. Work for our daily bread and pay our bills. Stay away from other women’s temptations and guard us to be safe … Continue reading

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An election victory for love and common sense?

“All for love”, or was it an election victory  to promote common sense? Well, but who except for a Frenchman could vote and live for both love and common sense? Whoever and whatever Macron will show to be as a … Continue reading

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A boy from Morocco

In English below the Swedish lines Han var en pojke från Marocko Han kom långt från sin komfortzon Han träffade en kvinna från Sverige Han var en pojke från Marocko, Han brukade stödja sin mamma Han brukade be sina böner … Continue reading

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Walking today on a stony beach of doubts

I live in a lushy greenery area, but I don’t believe in cosy things today. Today I long for living by the sea at a stony beach and no loose sand between my toes. It’s cold outdoors, but the sun … Continue reading

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You scares me now

I’ve went to bed happy and I’ve went to bed sad and sometimes I’ve went to bed anxious and worried of what will be of this “we” that’s you and me. And yes I admit, now and then I’ve also … Continue reading

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Togetherness

                  Each opinion having more than two adherents becomes a group, which soon enough creates a set of rules and rituals to promote the group’s survival and then a strictly worded creed … Continue reading

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Yes, but there are limits for love!

I once wrote a post called “Love has no limits”. I can’t in the minute recall the content, but I think it was about the discrimination of homosexual people in the world (outside Scandinavia). Life though teach you more the … Continue reading

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It’s never darkest before dawn

It’s never at the darkest before dawn (in summertime and now in Sweden). And “now”, it’s me on my own again! Yet, I’m happy it has come as far as until April, though the meadows still are dreary dead in … Continue reading

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I want to take you higher

You know I miss you and there’s a need in me for you, no matter how you act and behave and I know well you miss me too and you’ll not be good without me. So where do we go … Continue reading

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Ms. Evil Eye on visit

A childhood ghost        I have my roots and past 350 km near, the ghosts around the corner. But my glee and future are as far as 3500 km away. What now – Ms. Evil Eye on visit … Continue reading

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Our German Angel

Today Merkel will meet Trump and I keep my fingers crossed for Merkel, she’ll do well!         When others fall she stands tall, the German Angel and mother to us all. Born and raised behind the Soviet … Continue reading

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Yearning to be your number one

        If you say “I want to see your country” and not “I want to go to your country to see you”, if you say “I wish to travel to see the world” and not “I wish … Continue reading

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Was it worth it?

I woke up today feeling hurt, saying to myself: I just wanted to be loved, was it too much to ask for? I say woman to woman – if a man causes you more tears than smiles, you better think … Continue reading

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Fallen Angel

Lately it has been much of Tracy Chapman. I love her lyrics, but one line has caused me trouble: “I received an honest answer / When a lie would do”. I even felt a bit resentment of this line – … Continue reading

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Morning, Monday and March

        Morning, Monday and March. A thin layer of snow on ground at my yard and more is said to come. Winter has returned. It’s a bleak day and I’m bleak too, suffering a never ending flu. … Continue reading

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Sunrises

there was once a time I was transported around like a bag – childhood times ending in left to loneliness new times, you flies over the world in a second, yet you never leave your room disclosing yourself to clouds … Continue reading

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Happy New Year 2017 (I’m coming to see you coming to me)

So much violence 2016, so much of reckless terror and of political incompetence, all these personal catastrophes and horror sufferings. So many people died, left us here in despair on this lacerated earth. The best with the past year is … Continue reading

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So it’s Monday

              So it’s Monday and you’re back in your deed. I’m still in bed, sleepy thinking how strange someone like you met someone like me. But then I leave bed to make my morning … Continue reading

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A random song heard on the radio

          All what it takes to get your armor “I’m doing well”-impression to fall into pieces is a random song sudden heard on the radio or TV – and a wound you had forgotten about starts … Continue reading

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Friends again?

          Hey pal, you know I couldn’t and I wouldn’t kiss you to make up with you, but we could be friends again, if we would forgive and forget what we never should have said. And … Continue reading

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A man an his guitar

              He has a smile in his eyes, his lips want to deny. And the twinkle in my eye, might be a reflection of a guy. It is a dream hardly to be told. … Continue reading

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Boring buddy boy

        Boring, boring buddy boy – deal with such, it’s like sweeping the floor or set the clock! Oh, buddy boy, before you make demands on your buddy woman, your fully matured sweet old and hot and … Continue reading

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I was chosen to be cheated

      I was chosen to be cheated at a time I was upside down and life turned around and I landed on my feet. Maybe I was lucky? Or maybe it was God using an impostor as a … Continue reading

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Life Path (The Book of Love)

      I was alone. I walked alone. And I bought a dog and I wasn’t alone anymore. I walked with my dog. And the dog grow old and the dog died and I walked alone. I was alone … Continue reading

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Thoughts on October 1, 2016 (flying like the Albatross)

As the new day begin, it ends here. No more tears for what is not there, no more fears, let nothing scares. What is, is maybe not enough, but it’s still something. The sunbeams touches me so gently and a … Continue reading

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I miss the love that was not

I like to spend some of my time watching music videos on Youtube. Some songs I listen to over and over. John Waite “Missing you” is one of them. I’m choosey when it comes to illustrations and pics. But last … Continue reading

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No messages from Bill

          I know now why these big oceans are they are because there are no messages from Bill I know now why oceans all waters tastes salty they do because there are no messages from Bill … Continue reading

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September and I miss you now

September morning smiled youthfully and promising, so sunny blue chilly, ignoring time and I missed you then. September afternoon cloudy dim, summer hasty gone. Walking I fell hard on my own feet, I missed you then. September day vanished, autumn … Continue reading

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Under the rose

        Imagine… You talk in confidence with a friend and he (or she) responds to what you say by dismiss your concerns and explain to you, you are not desirable enough – at your age (or whatever…), … Continue reading

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Caring people

        The other day I got a sudden image in my head I have borne a bowl of snake venom in my hands without knowing it. Instant after a sense of liberation came over me – as … Continue reading

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Lovers and friends (essay)

If I were truly loved, I would not have felt lonely when I was told. And words alone can not dispel the melancholy enchantment in my deserted solitude. Love is actions and not declarations. I have a secret pain: there … Continue reading

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The other one

Some people have a certain talent to make you feel unloved, never answers on what you actually told, but lecture you and then blame you for it, twisting your words. You know the guy simply was a jerk, yet it … Continue reading

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Alone

I didn’t want to be alone, only be left alone Badly beaten by bullies I retreaded from the people, learned hard way hard years edifying friends was not meant for me No one sees a lonely heart’s pain forced to … Continue reading

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The day began grey / Dagen började grå

The day began grey, but missing burned and the sun broke through; nothing from you. Then you typed a single “hi” leaving me with all my “why”. dagen började grå men saknaden brann och solen bröt fram; intet från dig … Continue reading

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Nothing is forever (I’ll still listen to my heart)

Nothing is forever, nothing ever last, so I once learned and so still stands. But my heart has showed me it is strong. It has its own logic and I must obey its demands. My heart has been burned to … Continue reading

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I see your light is on

I see your light is on and I miss you now I stand in shadows invisible in dark watching you missing you   It’s hard for him now. But I sense my tense stress melts away and in my mirror … Continue reading

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It’s a friend’s birthday today

“Messenger” informed me it’s your birthday today. It’s five months since we last talked, but I texted you three months ago to remind you of your absence – and on my phone you are listed under letter “A” just before … Continue reading

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We will never be complete (2 poems)

(human incompleteness on two levels in life) I We will never be complete and we will die in the middle of our incompleteness, not yet done with life. Now the wicked wants to cause us so much harm as they … Continue reading

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Everybody’s talking Paris

              Everyone’s talking Paris now – the city of love and city of light – where dreams faded like dust in a blink by random killings; pale people gather for solace from living and … Continue reading

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Trust / Minns alltid detta

(in Swedish below) You must always remember this: evil has many faces and disguises, but love has only one face and it is naked and hide nothing, you are sleeping now and trust hold you in its tender arms through … Continue reading

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Cyber friends (A rose on my pillow)

        I go to bed late at night and before I fall asleep I recall the past day – and I ask myself “Is this all there is to my life?” I wake in mornings facing a … Continue reading

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Pink poems in August (haiku)

Gårdagens drömmar vaknar en sensommardag – vill leka igen Dreams from yesterday wakes up one day in August – wants to play again     He hates hot seasons, walks out in cool nights, thinking – will she wait for … Continue reading

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The story of the man at the pier

I’m a man of fire and ashes. Every day is new, I know – but it all feels like repeats. I try to walk straight, but constantly stumbles on my feet. Time and time again and all my life I’ve … Continue reading

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Blood sugar blues

I slipped twice on a banana peel in June. Now July quietly and merciless slides towards autumn and darkness. The strawberries are no longer sweet but small and not tasty, they want no more, knowing their season is over. I’m … Continue reading

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Lost confidence

(…don’t know what you done to me, but it’s something and it’s bad and I get impulses to stab my hands, to to see my blood, pains away pain, I want dye away from this shame you’ve put on me…) … Continue reading

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You are able to hurt me

You are able to hurt me and you do it now – yes, and you do for no reason, what I know. You say you believe in Paradise and you believe in Hell. It’s your way, I leave your direction … Continue reading

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