Kategoriarkiv: opportunities
Already July?
It rushes by so very fast, the Swedish summer. Already now in July I can feel a lurking anxiety that soon it will be all over with all the greenery, the flowers and bright light nights for a coming darkness … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, culture values, cultures, darkness, desirers, disappointments, dreamers, dreaming, gloom, grannar, images, life crises, living with others, loneliness, loners, loss, love dream, melancholy, neighbors, opportunities, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sacred, seasons, summer poem, summer romances, summertime, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish souls, winter, Winter heart
Märkt alone, create life, dreams, dreams of happiness, fearing winter, relationships, sadness, summer dreams, Summer stress, Swedish summer
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Breast cancer as a personal experience (I)
Ingress So kindly pestering, again and again I’m asked to stay in the care plan. I’m asked to act against my will for my own good. It’s simply disgusting. I I knocked on a door … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, armed loneliness, choices, create life, diseases, fragility, grief, illness, left aside, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, living with others, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, reading life, repression and borders, sadness, single-handed voyage, surviving, troubled life, vulnerability
Märkt alone, breast cancer, cancer care, cancer erfarenhet, cancer treatment, coping life, experiences of health care, loss, repression, svensk sjukvård
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Now it will be Spring
In English below the Swedish verses Mosade och tillplattade ligger våra drömmar framför våra fötter, de duger inte ens att ha på vegomackan, än mindre att kompostera. Smältvatten porlar ned i gatubrunnarna och vinterns grusande drivor snubblar under våra … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i arduous times, armed loneliness, borders, changes, choices, coping skills, courage, create life, culture values, cultures, darkness, dreaming, falsehood, falsity, fate, fears, fooled, forgetting, fragility, garbage, hard times, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, images, inspiring literature, inspiring writer, life and love, life crises, life turns, living in the world, living with others, loss, lost, lost romance, lost trust, melancholy, memories, moods, morality, nobody's somebody, oblivion, obstacles, opportunities, paradigms, past, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, present time, reading life, reality, remembering, repression and borders, restrictions, roots, seasons, sowing, spring, vår, vårvinter
Märkt create life, historical ignorance, living in the world, nutid, present times, repression and borders, selfishness, Spring coming, vårens ankomst
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Bingo on Valentine’s Day?
Love and lovers are not in my mind nowadays, not even today on Valentine’s Day, in spite my black lace bra: I turn 72, a breast cut away, one bra cup silicone filling. At present I lean on my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, create life, memories, missing, old age, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, present time, vänskap, walk of life
Märkt affection and intimacy in old age, aging, alone, being together, bingo, coping life, dream of love, friendships, lonely heart, meet with people, passions lost, relationships, repression, samvaro, socialize, tillgivenhet och intimitet i ålderdomen, träffa folk, vänskaper
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Lost libido, lost lovers
One, I met one time but I never got to know him. One I got to know but I never met him, not even one time. (Oh, in my youth age, there were some in real: and I regret there … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, body image, create life, forgetting, fragility, grief, heartache, illness, incapacity, left aside, life and love, life turns, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, longing, loss, lost, lost romance, lost trust, love poem, love story, memories, missing, nobody's somebody, obstacles, old age, opportunities, past, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, remembering, sadness, secret love, sentimentality, sexuality, sickness, single-handed voyage, struggles, troubled life, unhappiness, vulnerability, walk of life
Märkt aged life, aging, alone, dream of love, grow old, living in the past, loneliness, lonely heart, lost libido, lost lovers, lost romances, love and life, love memories, old and frail
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Thinking about getting colored pencils
Last Sunday down in town it rained nasty. Monday next, I stayed indoors. The sun was shining. Chilly, I assumed. It will be even colder before winter is over and gone and a warmer season returns. See bare trees. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, dreamers, fate, morality, opportunities, poem in English and Swedish, poem in English to Swedish, poem in Swedish and English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, poverty, repression and borders, restrictions, winter, Winter heart
Märkt begränsningar, colored pencils, coping life, create life, dreams, dystra tider, gloomy times, gråa tider, greyish times, låsningar, levnadstid, living time, painting life, restrictions, Swedish restrictions, winter poem
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The piano
My mother bought a piano with many years of payments, hoping it would prevent her youngest daughter to leave her alone and unsupported. As a child cannot be hindered from growing up and start its … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, fears, fragility, hope, incapacity, left aside, life crises, loneliness, loss, obstacles, opportunities, parenting, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, poverty, remembering, roots, to die, troubled life, unhappiness
Märkt aging, alone, breaking up, broken heart, coping life, create life, dreams, dysfunctional families, family bonds, growing up, hope, loss, memories, mothers, parenting, repression, separation
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The Day cools down / Dagen svalnar
Tiden har gått och dagen svalnar, men ett sårat hjärta blöder ännu lätt. Ett ansikte stelnat som en mask och tårar, dolda. Salta åkrar ger ingen grodd och ingen skörd. Fridfull ter sig din ofrid när som natten nalkas. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, courage, create life, dreamers, nature, opportunities, past, poem in Swedish and English, poem in Swedish translated to English, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, present time, recollections, remembering, seasons, spring, vulnerability
Märkt årstider, balcony, balkongsommar, coping life, förflutna, hågkomster, May sown, närvaro, nuet, nysått, old baggage, past and present, repression, sowing
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Moses Tegnell med sin stafettpinne leder svenska folket genom Corona-pestens ökenlandskap
Moses Tegnell with his baton leads the Swedish people through the desert landscape of the Corona plague De rör sig ur dunkla dis, de sågs aldrig komma I fängelser utan dörrar, tror vi att vi ska överleva… De dirigerar förlusterna … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i abuse, alienation, armed loneliness, betrayal, borders, copied lyrics, creativity, culture values, darkness, desirers, dreamers, faith, falsity, fragility, frihet, gloom, hate, hope, human cruelty, human rights, inspiring literature, inspiring music, inspiring songs, left aside, lies, living in the world, loneliness, longing, loss, lost trust, melancholy, memories, morality, opportunities, parenting, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, reading, rebellious lovers, repression and borders, roots, sacred, satire, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, Swedish souls, to die, transformation, translations by vonnely, troubled life, visionaries, vulnerability, walls
Märkt "Sverigebilden", Anders Tegnell, Fadime, finding light, free interpretation, fri tolkning, J M Baule, mortality, samhällsbilden, society and the individual, Sweden Corona solutions, tidsbild, time image, translations, unga döda, Yahya Hassan, young migrants
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Keeping the distance
Don’t shake my hand and don’t stand too close! No cheek kisses and no hugs – don’t make your moves too soon! We fear the other and stay at home, no matter believers or non-believers, Lady Corona is equally infectious … Fortsätt läsa
Elderly balance (single-leg stance)
When 18 people read my texts I exist. Otherwise it is not much with that, unless I not wake up in the night with cramps in one lower leg, then I surely know I’m alive. I hear on the TV … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, aging, alienation, armed loneliness, authenticity, become old, body image, courage, create life, creativity, culture values, dreamers, fate, fears, fragile, grief, happiness, human cruelty, left aside, living with chronic diseases, loneliness, loners, loss, lost, lost trust, maturity, melancholy, memories, morality, obstacles, old age, opportunities, past, poems by vonnely, politics, poverty, reading life, reality, repression and borders, Short prose, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions, unhappiness, visionaries, vulnerability, walk of life, walls, with or without you, words, writing
Märkt aging, alone, balance, bli sedd, breaking up, create life, dreams, living in the world, loneliness, loss, on poetry writing, readers, repression, sadness, visible, yoga
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One-man riot
There are riots in Hong Kong, there are riots in Paris and in Barcelona. There are riots in Bagdad and the cities around in Iraq as well as in cities in Iran as Tehran and around in the country, tell … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i armed loneliness, authenticity, borders, create life, living in the world, loneliness, lost trust, morality, opportunities, paradigms, past, politics, reading, reading life, reading newspapers, reality, relationships, repression and borders, right wing, roots, Short prose, Sweden view, Swedish conditions, visionaries, vulnerability, walk of life, walls, with or without you
Märkt alone, coping life, dream of love, living in the world, love and life, private zone, relationships, repression and borders, riots, world events
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Ice cream dreams (the end of the road)
It was down minus 25C in Nikkaluokta last night, that would be alike minus 77 Fahrenheit in USA. There I am it’s only +3C and to me that’s far too freezing cold. I have never been in Nikkaluokta, even … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i borders, desirers, life and love, lost, love story, missing, morality, nature, old age, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, Swedish souls, unhappiness, Winter heart, with or without you
Märkt aging, breaking up, coping life, dream of love, dreams, end of the road, ice cream dreams, longing, love and life, missing, relationships, repression, repression and borders, sadness, Sweden cold, winter cold, winter poem
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Good morning world and hello my lousy life!
I say “Good morning world and hello my lousy life!” Waking up in morning is not my favorite moment. Firstly, I am still me. But ”me” first thing in the morning is really not me but my invisibilized lower-class life. … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i aging, alienation, armed loneliness, become old, create life, dreamers, fears, fooled, free, heartbreaker, inspiring movies, life and love, living with chronic diseases, Living with chronic pains, loneliness, longing, loss, lost, love story, maturity, morality, nature, obstacles, old age, opportunities, poems by vonnely, reading life, relationships, sexuality, surviving, welfare, with or without you
Märkt aging, alone, belonging, breaking up, confidence, connections, coping life, create life, disappointments, dream of love, independcy, life-challenges, loneliness, lonely heart, loss, lost love, love and life, love story, relationships, repression and borders, romance, sadness
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Greta and the environmental concerns (Greta och miljön)
It annoys me this false devoted heightening of this girl in media here in Sweden and abroad. She did not start her school strike for the environment to be praised by media and or by celebrities, minor politicians or a … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i courage, create life, hope, living in the world, nature, opportunities, paradigms, poems by vonnely, politics, reading newspapers, reality, rebellious lovers, Short prose, Sweden view
Märkt change, children, climate change, confidence, create life, destruction, earth survival, environmental movement, politics, repression
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A romantic dream in color
I heard it said in the old days it’s rare to dream in color. But I now read on the web it’s rather the opposite? I don’t know if it is true or not. My dreams usually vanish from my … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i authenticity, courage, dreaming, grief, hope, loss, love story, missing, opportunities, poems by vonnely, prose poem, romance, sadness
Märkt color dreams, dream of love, färgdröm, förutsägande dröm, hope, loneliness, lonely heart, love story, missing, predictive dream, rebellious lovers, romance, sad heart, sadness, soulmate
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Our various landscapes
We have different landscapes in our souls, you and I; never see the same. Sand slipping through fingers is only something symbolic to me, I’ve never experienced such. And a desert is also something figurative to me, only a word … Fortsätt läsa
I januari återvänder ljuset (January light)
I januari återvänder ljuset till landet och hjärtan öppnar sina dunkla kamrar och vädrar ut vinterns mörkertider och jag – ja, jag tänker ju fortfarande på dig, men undrar om jag lurar mig själv med detta ihärdiga tänk och om … Fortsätt läsa
Dead Queen, City of Stockholm
Do not breathe the air in my capital, Stockholm city, be- cause it is poisoned by the stifling stench of inbreeding! Close eyes and ears to the city’s leading priestesses, all blindly anchored in their middleclass crotches while they … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, cultures, dreamers, hope, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, politics, reading life, repression and borders, sexuality, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions
Märkt living in the world, reality orientation, repression and borders, schooling, written reality
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Chinese drama, Internet use and Swedish matters of the heart
According to Swedish newspapers reports in September were public institutions in Sweden such as Sweden’s television and the Ministry of Foreign Affairs exposed to massive attacks by Chinese internet trolls. The affected have confirmed that ”an increased activity has been … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i animal rights, borders, create life, cultures, door openers, dreamers, hope, immigrants, living in the world, obstacles, opportunities, poems by vonnely, politics, reading, reality, right wing, Sweden view, Swedish "culture", Swedish conditions
Märkt coping life, create life, culture war, Internet obstacles, internet trolls, keeping hope, living in the world, politicians, repression and borders, trust
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Hot potatoes
I feel the smell of boiled potatoes from the kitchen newly put off the stove, still hot and now cooling off. Newly boiled and still warm potatoes is “forbidden fruit” for a diabetic like me. This because a hot boiled … Fortsätt läsa
To stay authentic within the limits of life
He had been her friend and guardian angel for long as he had held the gate to the tomb of loneliness locked and at the same he had kept a door ajar to what could have … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i create life, living in the world, loneliness, loners, maturity, morality, obstacles, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships, repression and borders, romance, walk of life
Märkt aging, alone, best friends, breaking up, create life, dream of love, dreams, friendship, hope, living alone, loneliness, lonely heart, love and life, relationships, repression, sad heart
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February Sun
The sun is shining, the birds are singing They think it’s spring, but we know better It’ll take time for our spring to come to us.
Publicerat i borders, dreamers, hope, loneliness, love poem, nature, online romance, opportunities, poems, poems by vonnely, relationships
Märkt coping life, dream of love, dreams, long distance love, long-distance relationship, love and life, love expectations, love poem, rebellious lovers, romance, snow drops, spring, spring dreams, summer dreams, vårvinter
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Obscene exploitation: your milk and your coffee
Last Sunday Swedish TV showed a German documentary from 2017 “The milk system” by Andreas Pichler. (I watch it a few days later on internet (SVTplay). If you live in Sweden you find it there to April.) If you watch … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i animal rights, inspiring movies, living in the world, morality, opportunities, repression and borders
Märkt Andreas Pichler, coffee, corporate responsibility, defrauded customers, disabled cows, EU politics, exploited animals, fair trade, farming, food production, greed, manipulation of customers, milk, multinational corporations, organic farming, The milk system
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Opportunities
Thoughts in January and the beginning of the new yea about ”dead ends” and ”Catch 22” – life situations that are unbearable and impossible to handle… Everyone has at some time in life faced it. In hopeless circumstances where all … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i door openers, hope, morality, obstacles, opportunities, poems by vonnely
Märkt confidence, coping life, create life, living in the world, open door, opportunities, trust
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