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Voices speaking to the melancholy Swedish soul

It’s the underlying lost melancholy white tune in Springsteen and Harris voices beyond any lyrics, music sets and genres. It sneaks out on you, forces itself on you, it’s you far from forged reality grilles. And it tells of the … Continue reading

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Moving, still steady

I’ve lived in this house for ten years but for the last years I’ve mostly been online, it all while I tried to shake off my feelings of wearing a cooling suit of loneliness and desolation. Solitude has for long … Continue reading

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Dark chocolate love

And whenever we’ll meet I’ll offer you a piece of dark chocolate and a cup of coffee. If you’re hungry I’ll make you something to eat and if you’re tired I’ll give you a bed to rest. But my heart … Continue reading

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Dancing smile

Standing in my kitchen, spreading butter on a slice of toasted bread sprinkled with poppy seeds and suddenly I sense a little shy smile dancing on my lips: oh, it’s him on my mind! I once melted like butter on … Continue reading

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To stay authentic within the limits of life

        He had been her friend and guardian angel for long as he had held the gate to the tomb of loneliness locked and at the same he had kept a door ajar to what could have … Continue reading

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När skogen brunnit ned (When the forest has burned down)

När skogen brunnit ned och vilar svart och förkolnad spirar ny grönska fram som bidat sin tid under många år. Vi ser att det som förbrändes gödde det som skulle komma. Och vi går här nu, du och jag.   … Continue reading

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Said within parentheses

            If there were a road back to me, would you choose that road then, would you? Do you miss me like I miss you, do you? (Poor me, loving you so stupidly much.) I … Continue reading

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In September it’s far to next summer

In September it’s very far to next summer. What’s written in the book that I then will be reading? And what will I think of when I look up on the blue summer sky a sunny day? Will I still … Continue reading

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He’s a daydreamer, he’s a dream of love

              Her lover is a keen daydreamer and he’s dreaming about their daily life, like they hope it will be one day and in his secret life he imagine how they make dinner together, … Continue reading

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I will get to know you

        I’m going to touch you below and kiss you above below and find out your secrets hiding between your sexy beard on your chin and your nice looking legs and I will get to know you … Continue reading

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It’s never darkest before dawn

It’s never at the darkest before dawn (in summertime and now in Sweden). And “now”, it’s me on my own again! Yet, I’m happy it has come as far as until April, though the meadows still are dreary dead in … Continue reading

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Male vanity

touch gently your little tummy for me big man afar your hand for my hand and know I’m happy you have a soft tummy to share with me and do not fuss more about having one but keep it right … Continue reading

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Morning, Monday and March

        Morning, Monday and March. A thin layer of snow on ground at my yard and more is said to come. Winter has returned. It’s a bleak day and I’m bleak too, suffering a never ending flu. … Continue reading

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Know your enemy

           

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I used to dream about you, what will I dream about now?

          I used to dream about you, your kindness and your love. What will I dream about now? Light returns, nights get shorter. My days are endlessly empty – what to do when I shouldn’t think … Continue reading

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Sunrises

there was once a time I was transported around like a bag – childhood times ending in left to loneliness new times, you flies over the world in a second, yet you never leave your room disclosing yourself to clouds … Continue reading

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The path to the ponds nearby my home and heart

Are you sure life is like a path and not like a duck swimming in the pond begging you for a bread? Are you certain living is about goals and successes and not to be like a duck swimming in … Continue reading

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Valentine’s Day next

For Valentine’s Day I don’t want flowers. Not even from you. I just wish you’d call and say to me “hey, I still love you”. But I know this won’t be. So my keen hope is Valentine’s Day next, someone … Continue reading

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I would miss your kiss if I ever tasted it

        I would miss your kiss if I ever tasted it. I would miss your warm body if you ever been near me. But I have never kissed you and I’ve never ever hold you close. So … Continue reading

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Now this January!

           Now January has hasty gone from plus seven Celsius to minus seven and heavy snow fall causes chaos; people told to stay home. I stand at my window feeling a bit stifled and reduced – … Continue reading

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Anyone but you

        Någon annan än du! Det kunde ha varit någon annan än du! Men nu var det du – ja, det var du och jag hamnade på akuten med ett pinat hjärta! Ja, mitt hjärta värkte och … Continue reading

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Now November 1st (are you sleeping?)

  November 1st, it’s night and it’s quiet, except for the sound of a cold steady rain against my windows. Almost all trees are bare out there. The climate is getting harder. It’s dark here there I am, dark there … Continue reading

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Ensamheten är beväpnad med kulsprutor

Loneliness is armed with machine guns! (in English below the Swedish text)       Ensamheten är beväpnad med kulsprutor! Efter att långan tid varit beväpnad måste du tala med omsorg, så att du inte avsiktslöst skjuter nå’n. Alltsomoftast skjuter du … Continue reading

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Thoughts on October 1, 2016 (flying like the Albatross)

As the new day begin, it ends here. No more tears for what is not there, no more fears, let nothing scares. What is, is maybe not enough, but it’s still something. The sunbeams touches me so gently and a … Continue reading

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Life turns (Livsförändringar)

          Life suddenly turned at a time where no road were viewable and she stood staring into a wall of pitch black despair she realized though she was trapped in a life crisis, but she didn’t … Continue reading

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A thousand and one nights with and without you

Late in night I listen to a sentimental love song and in spite a female choir seductively humming in the background and in spite honey sweet violins playing the melody – too artistic excessive – still the words stands strong … Continue reading

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He called me

        He called me and my heart melted like an ice cube on a hot stove He called me and the sun shines on a blue sky with no clouds He called me and my sorrows are gone … Continue reading

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Sometimes a smile is all it takes

  Sometimes a smile is all it takes. Occasionally on a street a guy comes into your field of view. He is talking with someone and then he smiles and that smile goes right to your heart and it will … Continue reading

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I’m lying to myself

So far a lovely sunny summer and I’ve walked around free and barefoot. But today I sit indoors with one foot on a stool, because yesterday I sudden slipped on some drops of spilled water on the kitchen floor and … Continue reading

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Confidence

The sun rushed behind a cloud and evening came. The sight of my solo bed hit me with a bout of anxiety, but instantly an angel came to my rescue, sending me a comforting thought: somewhere in this world there … Continue reading

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Winter still reigns

Winter still reigns. Purblind; tunnel vision; cold feet sunk deep in earth; heart down in freezer; hands nonplussed, and out of use; you believe in nothing, lonely estranged silently bleeding in a desert; who is now your neighbour? Changes stinks … Continue reading

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Touched by you

written after a glance at a Saturday evening music show on the telly, that unexpectedly made a crack in my indifferent heart and touched me (I wrote in Swedish this time – for translation to English, see below) Rörd och … Continue reading

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Autumn chilly darkness

  Translated to Swedish below     It’s not about me, it’s never about me. But I should be about me, for you. Somewhere… … on the road I carelessly dropped you and sometimes now I stop and I look … Continue reading

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Lonely Saturday evening walk with thousands

(In English below) När jordens varma möter natthimlens kalla, dansar älvorna på ängen här bortom. Men jag vandrar de regniga blanksvarta gångarna nära hyreshusen i området där jag lever mitt liv. Jag passerar fönster där vardagsrummens trygga gula lampljus möter … Continue reading

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Message in a bottle

      And she took her heart and put it in a bottle and she sent it over the seas and it became lost with the ocean currents. She lives alone now as she did before, her chest aches … Continue reading

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The story of the man at the pier

I’m a man of fire and ashes. Every day is new, I know – but it all feels like repeats. I try to walk straight, but constantly stumbles on my feet. Time and time again and all my life I’ve … Continue reading

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After gloom comes sun and snowdrops

“After rain comes sun” – even if it “never” seems to happen to me or my dreary life I never come to terms with. I walk in weeks in muddy water, but this Saturday the sky is so blue and … Continue reading

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Forsaken girl child

It’s that forsaken girl child from back then! I can’t forget about her and it’s simply for her sake I’ll stay put and can’t go free, as I am she and she’s me – and someone should be for her … Continue reading

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Balloons in sky

            See how balloons fly in sky! Like my hope, so light and high on cloudy sky! Stuck with feet in clay, I thought my hope was lost. But that is where it is! So … Continue reading

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