Tag Archives: dreams

Disappointed

I woke up one morning the other day and saw like a sign for my inner sight, short simply written “I’m disappointed” Just that: no anger and no frustration, no nothing: not one emotion in motion for all the time … Continue reading

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So if I don’t have a “real life”, what do I have? Am I dead?

Forgive me friend, but… 😩 … I’ve just read an entry here on wordpress making me pissed off, frankly. I got the same anger exactly one year ago. Because the blogger had the same entry published back then… He say … Continue reading

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We have a love thing going

In retro perspective dreams are just memories of time we wasted on what might be nothing. Dreams belongs to and are seated in our futures, but for what purposes? Only to keep us struggling on in the now? Or is … Continue reading

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Sadness is a seven letters word

      Sadness is a seven letters word. Seven black drops dirt your skin and you rub and rub to clean it off you, but you can still see there are remains of the stains. Some people are just … Continue reading

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Baby, I got soul today!

Time change the last weekend! Yet I woke up this Saturday much later than usually. The sun shone like a desperado through the windows, like tossing in its light in big buckets! I stayed dazzled in my bed for another … Continue reading

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Chocolate and roses

          If you give me chocolate I’ll give you a kiss, tasted If you give me roses, red I’ll give you my true heart unlimited, if you love me as before – oh, you don’t!   … Continue reading

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“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it”

John 1:5 “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it” After the last killings, Manhattan October 31, 2017, I felt such an overwhelming tiredness coming over me when I heard it on the news. It comes … Continue reading

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Ride the river in this boat

(Sometimes I’m all mixed up, tottered between longing love and resentment, Paradise in Hell.) Woke up this morning realizing I have opened a line, giving a tool through which he can continue to treat me with his old habitual manner … Continue reading

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I never told you goodbye

  To cut you off was easy and actually an act of self-defense, I don’t expect you to understand. But now I discover I’ve cut off a part of myself. And sometimes during my days it hurts in my absent … Continue reading

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It never happened

        The very power of how you never happened to me will never go away but stay. You never touched my body, but you shook my soul. You aroused in me such a fire and now you’re … Continue reading

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In September it’s far to next summer

In September it’s very far to next summer. What’s written in the book that I then will be reading? And what will I think of when I look up on the blue summer sky a sunny day? Will I still … Continue reading

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He’s a daydreamer, he’s a dream of love

              Her lover is a keen daydreamer and he’s dreaming about their daily life, like they hope it will be one day and in his secret life he imagine how they make dinner together, … Continue reading

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Two dreamers in the night

      I said to my son last night “they killed King, they killed the Kennedy brothers, so why no one kill that disgusting Kim?” The best to say about that beast, he has reduced your daily life’s little … Continue reading

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Songbird

When I woke up last Sunday afternoon from my daily nap I could vaguely hear a melancholy voice singing in my head. It happens to me at times I  can hear a tiny tune like that for my inner ear … Continue reading

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Walking along the wall

Walking along the wall Trying to see the light Don’t want to dig the devil’s ditch But living is hard Once a dreamer Now aged and scarred Yet every heart is a bird Who yearns to use its wings and … Continue reading

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A rainy day in late June (the rag rugs of life)

It rained heavily when I woke up this morning, But as I had my first coffee for the day, the sun broke through and the clouds were scattered and those left whitening to pretty angel faces. I’ve been thinking lately … Continue reading

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Male vanity

touch gently your little tummy for me big man afar your hand for my hand and know I’m happy you have a soft tummy to share with me and do not fuss more about having one but keep it right … Continue reading

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Morning, Monday and March

        Morning, Monday and March. A thin layer of snow on ground at my yard and more is said to come. Winter has returned. It’s a bleak day and I’m bleak too, suffering a never ending flu. … Continue reading

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I used to dream about you

          I used to dream about you, your kindness and your love. What will I dream about now? Light returns nights get shorter. My days are endless empty – what do I do when I can’t … Continue reading

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Sunrises

there was once a time I was transported around like a bag – childhood times ending in left to loneliness new times, you flies over the world in a second, yet you never leave your room disclosing yourself to clouds … Continue reading

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On the road again

        Too often I feel I’m on a road going nowhere, and that I’m always judged never good enough to be loved, tears flowing down my body richly as rain in the gutters on neat house walls … Continue reading

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Tears to my eyes

And late at night, we finally have to say good night. And sometimes when he log out, sadness comes over me and forces tears to my eyes. This is a love that’ll never dance in the daylight, but must die … Continue reading

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Winter has only begun

          I deleted his photos from my laptop. But it has only made me remember his face on them clearer and sharper than before. Yet my memory of him has become blurry. And what was so … Continue reading

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wake up to the same

in English below the Swedish text           och jag vaknar till detsamma, det Ă€r jag och det Ă€r samma liv som igĂ„r, varje morgon Ă€r likadan som den igĂ„r och förrgĂ„r, samma liv, samma kropp som … Continue reading

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A man an his guitar

              He has a smile in his eyes, his lips want to deny. And the twinkle in my eye, might be a reflection of a guy. It is a dream hardly to be told. … Continue reading

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October fade (oktober bleknar)

oktober bleknar fĂ€lten senapsgula bruntorkade strĂ„n och knoppar, Ă€nnu syns svep av grönt jag vandrar, vĂ€ntar pĂ„ ett mirakel, allt medan oktober bleknar bort October fades
 dark yellow fields brown dried stalks and buds, still staying greenery in my sight. … Continue reading

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And if I would write you a letter?

        And if I’d write you a letter, telling you my heart’s A B C, showing you how to read and please me and opened a door to my life? But I won’t do it! And if … Continue reading

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Thoughts on October 1, 2016 (flying like the Albatross)

As the new day begin, it ends here. No more tears for what is not there, no more fears, let nothing scares. What is, is maybe not enough, but it’s still something. The sunbeams touches me so gently and a … Continue reading

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Wounded people in Wasteland

Longing for love and tenderness, crying when touched, skin burned the citizens living in Wasteland Singing songs for the lonely ones silent choirs, deserts despair Oh, citizens living in Wasteland Spiky yet juicy, hard blooming when in love, just like … Continue reading

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Fatigue (Tröttheten)

            When fatigue is a blanket over face When hours of work suddenly is lost When you think “why am I doing this” When there’s not a single song in world that capture what you … Continue reading

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Lemons, sweets and dust

“Mirror Mirror on the Wall, Who’s the Fairest of Them All?”   (Reflecting Toritto’s blog entry July 5 “Old blue Eyes”)     Oh mirror on my bathroom wall you don’t love me anymore, no! But who in the world … Continue reading

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Lavender dreams (I sort my panties and my dreams)

        
 absent and lost in thought, I take care of the clean laundry; I sort my panties and my dreams – they all look aged and worn. (and so do I) Yes, and I have a … Continue reading

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I’m lying to myself

So far a lovely sunny summer and I’ve walked around free and barefoot. But today I sit indoors with one foot on a stool, because yesterday I sudden slipped on some drops of spilled water on the kitchen floor and … Continue reading

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June coming, I study my spider veins

        I am told more than once later years, when I point my age as a fact to take into account, age is nothing but a figure. So tell me where did my figure go and from … Continue reading

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You became a dream, my song never sung

I saw your picture in a paper last week, since then images from times gone flickers through my mind and I wonder where you went and what went on with you, and I could never forget your sunny blue eyes … Continue reading

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Alone

I didn’t want to be alone, only be left alone Badly beaten by bullies I retreaded from the people, learned hard way hard years edifying friends was not meant for me No one sees a lonely heart’s pain forced to … Continue reading

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Confidence

The sun rushed behind a cloud and evening came. The sight of my solo bed hit me with a bout of anxiety, but instantly an angel came to my rescue, sending me a comforting thought: somewhere in this world there … Continue reading

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I see your light is on

I see your light is on and I miss you now I stand in shadows invisible in dark watching you missing you   It’s hard for him now. But I sense my tense stress melts away and in my mirror … Continue reading

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Scattered voices whispering in the winds

In Swedish below Another day Silent snowing Snow plows roars I feel a cold coming and I leave, going online *** You must be merciless Burn your words in fire Keep your heart loving and your hands skilled It is … Continue reading

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We will never be complete (2 poems)

(human incompleteness on two levels in life) I We will never be complete and we will die in the middle of our incompleteness, not yet done with life. Now the wicked wants to cause us so much harm as they … Continue reading

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The Crucial question

      And now it comes to this call true love not conquers it all. So then – will I go or will I stay when you ask me to look the other way? Love not covers for anything … Continue reading

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Lonely Saturday evening walk with thousands

(In English below) NĂ€r jordens varma möter natthimlens kalla, dansar Ă€lvorna pĂ„ Ă€ngen hĂ€r bortom. Men jag vandrar de regniga blanksvarta gĂ„ngarna nĂ€ra hyreshusen i omrĂ„det dĂ€r jag lever mitt liv. Jag passerar fönster dĂ€r vardagsrummens trygga gula lampljus möter … Continue reading

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Listen to the rain

It darkens. The bitter red berries on the rowan tree outside my bedroom window tells what’s unavoidable coming. It has been raining without cease since last night – silent soothing rippling rain. I’ve been restless and aimless lately, torn between … Continue reading

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Message in a bottle

      And she took her heart and put it in a bottle and she sent it over the seas and it became lost with the ocean currents. She lives alone now as she did before, her chest aches … Continue reading

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Pink poems in August (haiku)

GĂ„rdagens drömmar vaknar en sensommardag – vill leka igen Dreams from yesterday wakes up one day in August – wants to play again     He hates hot seasons, walks out in cool nights, thinking – will she wait for … Continue reading

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Rain in May

… it has been raining for days and it is chilly – I work with to make a poetry collection of my earlier poems and in between I have translated into English one of my poems from December 2010. And … Continue reading

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No poem tells me about you

No, no poem tells me about you and no words can describe the wonderful wonderment you arouses in me, those emotions that grows and brings us together; Moments of fear to lose you when we hadn’t been in touch a … Continue reading

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Cry me a heart / GrĂ„t mig ett hjĂ€rta

korrigerad 12 jan -17 in English below     Jorden drar ner mig i natt, sĂ„ hĂ„ll mig hĂ„rt och grĂ„t mig ett hjĂ€rta. Jag vill fly dig, men inte sĂ„ra dig, sĂ„ jag stannar Ă€nnu en dag, sĂ„rad djupt … Continue reading

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In anger I told you

In anger I told you to go to hell and angry you left for gym. Then after you’re a lack in me and I’m in hell waiting for you. All I ever want is to hold you, hold you so … Continue reading

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Without you, Abdou

Without you, Abdou, days will come and go, good or bad – I’ll be fine. I can’t imagine anyone else but you, Abdou, yet it’s easy for me to love and someone will come my way. Yet you, Abdou, find … Continue reading

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