Kategoriarkiv: fatigue
Wounded, we will walk scarred from this time
And snow finally came over here with the new year. Cars in dangerous driving in storms and snowdrifts. The weather bureau stated repeated warnings. And southward at my locality, slippery icy walkways and most like me stay … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i absence, distance, fatigue, fears, fragility, hard times, healing, healthcare meetings, life crises, living in the world, living with sickness, loneliness, loners, longing, loss, lost, missing, obstacles, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, present time, separated, struggles, surviving, time sense, troubled life, winter
Märkt aging, alone, borders, coping life, dreams, hantera livet, livskriser, loneliness, missing others, pandemic times, repression, restrictions, sadness, sakna andra
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”Enough is enough”
Mostly I met people at treatment days, I was cared for. After the surgery there were a change. Last the nurse showed me to an empty narrow room with 3 black chairs, like in a minor hairdresser salon. I … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i alienation, fatigue, gloom, hard times, illness, life crises, life turns, living with sickness, loneliness, lost, lost trust, obstacles, poems by vonnely, sickness, surviving, troubled life, unhappiness, vonnely prose, vulnerability
Märkt abandoned, alone, biverkningar, breast cancer, cancer treatments, cancerbehandling, coping life, loneliness, recover from cancer, repression, sadness, side effects
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January, returning light
I woke up now, one of the first days in the light-returning January. But it felt dull gloomy autumn. It was the day after a far long way travel to finally … Fortsätt läsa
Fatigue
My words have left me. I feel my body strained beyond its limits. And my mind has got enough and turns away. No more demands on me now. UTMATTNING Mina ord har lämnat mig. Jag känner kroppen, ansträngd … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i fatigue, illness, incapacity, living with sickness, lost, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, words
Märkt broken, exhaustion, nedbruten, sjukdomstid, slutkörd, utmattning
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A soldier of love
I have a lover man in my stable: what to do with a domestic who does not want to be free? I have nothing at all to offer him as my heart and body are drier than all the … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i body image, changes, diseases, fatigue, fragility, gloom, inspiring songs, life and love, life crises, life turns, living with chronic diseases, living with sickness, loneliness, lost, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness, sexuality, sickness, unhappiness
Märkt aging, baldness, borders, broken heart, cancer treatment, coping life, fed up, loneliness, longing for freedom, lost appearance, lost flavor, lost joy, lost lust, lost strength, love and life, powerless, relationships, repression, weakness
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Numb!
Magnificently shot out of life’s catapult in the air, born free and landed hard, where were you then? Between battles, when loneliness and emptiness and my smallness spreads, where are you then? Those weary breaks between struggles kill more than … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i fatigue, fragility, gloom, lost, poem in English and Swedish, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry
Märkt between fights, breaks, exhausted, lost, mellan striderna, mellan varven, slutkörd, trött, weakness, weariness
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The pains where my soul is seated
If my soul has a place in my mortal body, then it hides behind the lower tip of the right shoulder blade. You were always on my back and pushed me with your intensity and tough … Fortsätt läsa
Tom talks to my young suitor
He think I’m weak and he think I’m fragile, yet he cling to me harder than glue. I want to die with him inside me, but I don’t know if I ever will be able to live with him … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i about writing, aging, authenticity, desirers, dreamers, dreaming, fatigue, life and love, poems, poems by vonnely, Poetry, relationships
Märkt bored, cramped, love and life, relationships, trängd
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An actual description
”Keep smiling” is the worst advice and pressure people can ever put on themselves and others. It should belong to ”the human rights” to be able to talk about melancholy moods without getting moralizing from someone, and not least from … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i darkness, fatigue, fragile, lost, obstacles, poems by vonnely, Poetry, sadness
Märkt accepting, alone, blues moods, coping life, express oneself, melancholic mood, melancholy, sad heart, sadness
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Friday now again – and I’m just tired!
No, I’m not breaking up I’m just too tired and too old for smileys, what about an old fashioned conversation improved over ”keep smiling”? Another week has passed and I look in my bathroom mirror at that whey-face looking ”before” … Fortsätt läsa
Publicerat i fatigue, love poem, old age, Poetry
Märkt feel aside, low mood, old, self-criticism, set outside, tired
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Love gives depth and color to life
Love gives depth and color to life. Without love, live becomes grayish, dull and pale and two-dimensional like a yesterday’s newspaper page, tattered full with house flies poop, it’s just nonsense script. I … Fortsätt läsa
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