Tag Archives: vänskap

Online friends, good and bad ones

I have been a member on a pen pal site to and fro since 2011. I have met a few friends for life there, as Anne from England – a very nice lady now 76 years old. We been friends … Continue reading

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Climbs the mountains (aging, part 1)

  Log for Tuesday September 12. I have a time  been thinking about write some blog posts about age and aging  – and maybe also about age discrimination. The latter, age discrimination, and myself now being an elderly person is … Continue reading

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Wanting you is like trying to catch the wind

  Yes, my pure-hearted lover and my sweetest thing in the world! I was thinking of you too the past sleepless night and when I finally fell asleep, I woke less than three hours later just before 6 AM and … Continue reading

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(A rose to my) cyber friends

          I go to bed late at night and before I fall asleep I recall the past day – and I ask myself “Is this all there is to my life?” I wake in mornings facing … Continue reading

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The key to my mind

I don’t know why I began to love you, as love came without warning from nowhere and will not go away but remain. We were “just friends” and now we try to understand this unlikely love affair. But love is … Continue reading

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Sunrises

there was once a time I was transported around like a bag – childhood times ending in left to loneliness new times, you flies over the world in a second, yet you never leave your room disclosing yourself to clouds … Continue reading

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I’ve got the flu but where are you?

        I’ve got the flu but where are you? I’m all alone at home and I tremble with fever and I miss you so badly. You should be with me and make me some herbal tea, have … Continue reading

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You touched my soul

          As when you touch me with your gentle thoughts I become real, I’m a dream coming true. You created a room for you in my heart and for every created room in a heart, opens … Continue reading

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November, and winter will come

November and I fear winter coming. I wish me cosiness, but so far it’s only a longing and a “write about”! To whom will I write, now when I have lost my most devoted friend? Friendship is such a matter! … Continue reading

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Now November 1st (are you sleeping?)

  November 1st, it’s night and it’s quiet, except for the sound of a cold steady rain against my windows. Almost all trees are bare out there. The climate is getting harder. It’s dark here there I am, dark there … Continue reading

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Friends again?

          Hey pal, you know I couldn’t and I wouldn’t kiss you to make up with you, but we could be friends again, if we would forgive and forget what we never should have said. And … Continue reading

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I went downtown and picked up my new eyeglasses

        I went downtown last Monday and picked up my new eyeglasses. The day after I felt like I peeked at life through a keyhole. It was… probably my new spectacle frames – because now firstly I … Continue reading

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Boring buddy boy

        Boring, boring buddy boy – deal with such, it’s like sweeping the floor or set the clock! Oh, buddy boy, before you make demands on your buddy woman, your fully matured sweet old and hot and … Continue reading

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And if I would write you a letter?

        And if I’d write you a letter, telling you my heart’s A B C, showing you how to read and please me and opened a door to my life? But I won’t do it! And if … Continue reading

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Lovers and friends (essay)

If I were truly loved, I would not have felt lonely when I was told. And words alone can not dispel the melancholy enchantment in my deserted solitude. Love is actions and not declarations. I have a secret pain: there … Continue reading

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The other one

Some people have a certain talent to make you feel unloved, never answers on what you actually told, but lecture you and then blame you for it, twisting your words. You know the guy simply was a jerk, yet it … Continue reading

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Alone

I didn’t want to be alone, only be left alone Badly beaten by bullies I retreaded from the people, learned hard way hard years edifying friends was not meant for me No one sees a lonely heart’s pain forced to … Continue reading

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A day in January

As often, I have spent time before noon reading online newspapers. It’s January now, the month when the light returns and the days gets longer. The dark season recedes! It is cold out and yet the sun shines bright through … Continue reading

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Naughty nanny rocks a bad boy with tattoo

A satirical verse in a playful tone for one of those annoying young boys who tries to romantically scam mature women online Show me your chest, darling – I want to open you up to see what you hide deepest … Continue reading

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It’s a friend’s birthday today

“Messenger” informed me it’s your birthday today. It’s five months since we last talked, but I texted you three months ago to remind you of your absence – and on my phone you are listed under letter “A” just before … Continue reading

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I stood before you like a trusting child

I stood before you like a trusting child, but you had only eyes for your own needs You were able to hurt me and you did – for no reason what I know, now rises a new morning and I’m … Continue reading

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A love poem for you

      I searched on web sites in silent night for a love poem you would like to read (as you don’t want to read mine), but I ended up in the middle of a loudly yelling commercial for … Continue reading

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No poem tells me about you

No, no poem tells me about you and no words can describe the wonderful wonderment you aroused in me, those emotions that grew and brought us together; The moments of fear to lose you when you kept away a while … Continue reading

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Cosy friends

              She has an eye on me. She Loves Me. She’s a cat , yes…! And I’ve an eye on you – my friend in Stockholm! Smile, smile sweetie! The sun shines on you! … Continue reading

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Black and white and bleeding red

 (Short story about black and white, and bleeding red)     It’s snowing heavily, whitening my whole world, while I slowly walk my old and stiff joints to the bus stop. I shuffles clumsily through the slush, while I try … Continue reading

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Betrayal is betrayal

Yes good, so we can say goodbye with no hate between us, you said and smiled. You can only dream of that, I said, of course I will hate you and judge you for this, you are just an asshole … Continue reading

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We shall not talk about the world today

              We’ll not talk about the world today if the world is what media tells us – AK-47 talking, streets of blood and riots in name of whatever might be; our standpoints and talks … Continue reading

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Hard winter storm tonight

hard winter storm tonight; your frozen hands and your closed heart; your homeless eyes – you are like an orphan in the night; a man with no song, and wherever your unwept weep go, it’s not to me, no – … Continue reading

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This day, whenever I come to think of you

This day, whenever I come to think of you it just ends with I start to weep. My mother used to say “no point cry over spilled milk”, but she too often said one thing – and then did another … Continue reading

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Bunker

 Translation of the two Swedish lines in the text below: ”Ändå bär båda samma smärta bortom språkets gränser” = Yet both carry the same pain beyond the limits of language. “Min käraste vän!” = My dearest friend!       … Continue reading

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Like a potsherd

      Your kindness brought me home again. But was it love? You picked me up and throw me back, as I was nothing but a potsherd to find and leave behind. But I had a crush on you, … Continue reading

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…and she loved him so much…

(The following  story was first published 1 October 2012, it was rewritten 2013. Now I’ve rewritten it again and change the title) He left her. She didn’t die. As she had feared she would do. Time just moved on and … Continue reading

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We walk on the edge of despair

We walk on the edge of despair, unhappy as hell, and you tell me there are times, there are times! And I say – yes, I know about it… We’re simply two pity petals who fell of the set tables … Continue reading

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She once had a best friend

this is a translation of the poem posted July 17, “Hennes bästa vän” She once had a best friend and Ralph was his name and he had a wife, Lena, and three children and a cat, and he built them a … Continue reading

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Jag vill vara / I want to be

jag vill vara din bror jag vill vara din hund jag vill vara din dörrmatta jag vill vara skeden i din mun jag vill vara täcket om din kropp jag vill vara… Hursomhelst, ring mig…   I want to be … Continue reading

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The forest lake / Skogsjön

One sunny summer day we walked past the farmer’s house and down the slope where the barn was, went left and through a little cow pasture, where some cows lay peacefully ruminating. We went through the grove behind the pasture … Continue reading

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Significance

Natten är blind och oändlig, ingen markkontakt. Havet ligger blankt och tiger bittert om sina tårar. Jag ser ditt ljus på avstånd, som en fyr för ett fartyg På okända farvatten. Du står stum och jag färdas. För en kort … Continue reading

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