I’m so fed up with my emotions – always too much
of words and too little of deeds. I wish for an open
door to my mind to let the hot cat out – to give me
some peace in my troubled head and heart. Truly,
I feel like a romantic fool living in a fantasy world.
All those tempting but mushy and mixed feelings
wasting my time and wear me out – while I deeply
longing for serenity to come my way, to make me
wise and better in tune with my age and maturity.
For all what you never were! For all the love that
never came into use. For all the happiness that
has past my nose all years, just to leave a scent
of what could have been. For all bitter tears filling
the oceans. For every new morning’s “maybe”
never come true! For all the “forgive and forget”
I never learned. For all and for nothing. For you
and for rotten Morocco! For Blue City dreams
and for distant trades. For the hot red blood in
my veins and for all the homeless cats in world –
I greet you all!
“One by one the lonely feelings come.
Day by day, they slowly fade away.”
“Right or wrong, what’s done is done.
It’s only moments that we borrow,
but the thoughts will linger on.”
(Lines from a song by Eagles “Try and love again”.)