I delete you

(in English below)

Jag raderar dig, meddelande efter meddelande,
jag har sökt dig, jag har sökt, jag har sökt dig, jag
har sökt dig, jag har sökt dig, jag har sökt dig…

…  dina förklaringar senare, “bad connections”!

Kära du! Så dåliga förbindelser finns det inte
ens i helvetet!

Men i helvetet där satte du mig, men bad mig
alltid minnas att “jag älskar dig”.

Schyst!

Jag raderar dig, meddelande efter meddelande
efter meddelande…

Sedan måste jag ta en paus för det blir så tungt
att andas, som om en hård sköld av tungt järn
satt på min bröst, klämde och skar in i köttet,
det gör ont…

Alltför mycket med dig gör ont…

——————————

I delete you, message after message, I have
searched you, I have searched you, I have
searched you, I have searched you, I have
searched you…

… a thousand times, I have searched you…
and your explanations when we finally talk,
“bad connections”.

My dear, you can’t even in hell find such poor
connections! But you put me in hell and then
you told me to always remember “I love you”.

Nice!

I delete you, message after message after
message …

And then, sudden I’m forced to take a break
because it gets so hard to breathe, as if I had
a shield of heavy iron fixed to my chest, and
it pinch and cutting into my flesh. It hurts.

Too much with you hurts…

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